ConTracDiCtoRy
hmm... wonder hu posted those comments fr e previous entry dare to publish dun dare to tell me hu u r?! if u dun dare to let others view email me k?! juz wanna know which kind-hearted soul so concerned for me or i shld say the old us?! i m not trying to b sarcastic but juz wanna know... better tell me k.. (trying to b threatening liaoz...)
yah i noe my blog is terrible no pix, not organised, lack of info blah blah blah... but honestly i dunno how to... some1 pls teach me!! wanna load pix but i cant!! email me or something k... recently still have abit of free time at home to log on almost everyday update every1 about my life n listen to my blah blah blah... kinda addictive but i dunno mayb soon ya will see it updated less often... u see i like fresh ideas dun like routine things... in a way its xi xing yan jiu if thats correct... dun care wad others think ya can juz continue to read on...
i dunno if i potray a 'wrong' image to ppl around me? its weird, life has the craziest plans installed for u.. i used to think i m ready to settle down but after so long i guess i cant, or mayb i haven met the 1 yet.. soon my life would b proceeding forward to another stage.. whereby i would b out there meeting more ppl, b it my patients, acquaintances, true frenz or even more passers-by... always thought that i m mature liaoz but after taking a 'test' last night it revealed tat my mental age was only 17 though i m physically 2 yrs older.. not tat the age part matters, but mentally i guess..
not sure if it is juz me, my actions, or my words tat cause alot of misunderstanding? is it always tat after a couple break up 1 would always find companionship? mayb things in life is juz so coincidental?? in the first place i dun feel lonely at all.. haiz... whatever i say probably would change anything... what's the point in dwelling on it more?! in life u get some n u definitely will miss some... i made my mistakes b4, regretted them so much till no longer do i think about it anymore... missed the past n now moving onto the future.. dun wan ppl to worry for me, coz i can live with it, there's nothing which i cant conquer... dun wanna say much coz the more i say the more wrong i would have done.. but yet if i dun voice out there's also misunderstanding too... how contradicting life can get.. ahhh............
how i wish i can juz get away~~ break me free from all these........... mayb let me b alone forever...
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caseytheheartbreaker
yah i noe my blog is terrible no pix, not organised, lack of info blah blah blah... but honestly i dunno how to... some1 pls teach me!! wanna load pix but i cant!! email me or something k... recently still have abit of free time at home to log on almost everyday update every1 about my life n listen to my blah blah blah... kinda addictive but i dunno mayb soon ya will see it updated less often... u see i like fresh ideas dun like routine things... in a way its xi xing yan jiu if thats correct... dun care wad others think ya can juz continue to read on...
i dunno if i potray a 'wrong' image to ppl around me? its weird, life has the craziest plans installed for u.. i used to think i m ready to settle down but after so long i guess i cant, or mayb i haven met the 1 yet.. soon my life would b proceeding forward to another stage.. whereby i would b out there meeting more ppl, b it my patients, acquaintances, true frenz or even more passers-by... always thought that i m mature liaoz but after taking a 'test' last night it revealed tat my mental age was only 17 though i m physically 2 yrs older.. not tat the age part matters, but mentally i guess..
not sure if it is juz me, my actions, or my words tat cause alot of misunderstanding? is it always tat after a couple break up 1 would always find companionship? mayb things in life is juz so coincidental?? in the first place i dun feel lonely at all.. haiz... whatever i say probably would change anything... what's the point in dwelling on it more?! in life u get some n u definitely will miss some... i made my mistakes b4, regretted them so much till no longer do i think about it anymore... missed the past n now moving onto the future.. dun wan ppl to worry for me, coz i can live with it, there's nothing which i cant conquer... dun wanna say much coz the more i say the more wrong i would have done.. but yet if i dun voice out there's also misunderstanding too... how contradicting life can get.. ahhh............
how i wish i can juz get away~~ break me free from all these........... mayb let me b alone forever...
nv fail
caseytheheartbreaker
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