my "fantastic" life

hmm.... i think its so easy to live in this surreal world that i think i was suppose to b in.. but i think eber since i broke up with the nicest guy in the world, everything shattered... nothing in the world is that fantastic anymore... i love being in a world of my own (to a certain extend) i enjoy having time to myself to relax n try to enjoy the moment as time flies by nowdays...

juz now went to wala wala @holland v with my colleague, they actually have 1 for 1... not bad a deal i would say... drank 1 of the germany beers, it was supppsed to b 1 of the fruity beer but somehow i dun think its fruity... but anyway it was a nice drink, taste a bit in between a tiger n a carlsberg... i seriously think that my drinking capacity has gone down alot... i arent able to drink like i used to drink..... my memory seems to have gone downhill ever since.... now, casey = lousy drinker, lousy driver n most imptly casey = lousy person... sianz..............

its so easy to lose yourself in this world, so easy to get lost n not know your direction whereby u shld b going... i do get influenced.. but i hope its gotta get better... i m probably a contradicting person, i wan both sides of the green pasture... human r greedy huh... i truly agree.... but anyway..... i dun think anything would b truly enough...

its really relaxing when u can sit down at some cosy corner, catch up on certain things, lose yourself alittle n not think about really serious stuff at all... its so easy to find enjoyment in 'relaxing' .......... so easy to get addicted.......