1 week gone~

what's this? sometimes in life it can b realli sweet, n yet it can b realli bitter.... mayb that's y life's so unpredictable... i used to think that i miss life during my sec sch, but actually i realised that ppl luv life when they r in their comfort zone... not that its bad but it can get alittle too comfortable that u wun wanna move on... i think i complain alot about anything n everything.. things like clinic stuff, work, my customers, my boss n all the s*it... mayb i talk too much n dun listen at times... so ignorant (mayb i gotta get it one day -- retribution)

i think i need alot of attention fr him but it doesnt seem that i m getting it... he's got so much at work den i feel kinda lost now... i arent that kind who likes to depend totally on some1 else but who dun like a shoulder to lean on when they need 1?? all these bitter-sweet memories will add on to whatever i get in my life... i m kinda starting to miss sch life who can help me?? he doesnt care n sometimes i dun too... the only way to console myself is that i m moving on to another stage of my life... gotta miss all the traces that i left behind but yet i cant wait to move forward n face the challenges ahead..... so contradicting again... so confusing.... so much that i wanna do w/i such a short period of time... too bad i have to little funds... that's the prob when u dun make a habit to save$$.... help some1 come manage my finance (not that i have alot of money!!)

i keep forgetting something that i wanted to say long ago, received some present surprises fr the loudest 5 in my class, my fab 3 n ryan... wonderful vouchers n realli they are of great use but too bad i haven have time to go down yet... heez... got some other nice fresh stuff too n thank u if u know what it is n who u r :)

5 weeks (35 days) to starting work~~~