juz another disappointment~

didnt do much today, went to work... so tired didnt sleep enough n dreamt alot... the day b4 slept some time after 2 n yesterday slept at dunno what time... but didnt get quality sleep... hmmm.... couldnt eat today... so worried for him... had an injection for his gastricitis on mon, got mc but still had to go to work :( so many irregular meals... so ppl out there better wake up, dun end up w/ days that u dun take breakfast.. ensure that u take meals at regular timings (me included) he has bad eating habits n always skipping meals bcoz of work... haiz... kinda like me miss meals at times esp when my branch is bz flooding w/ customers... soon it will b my turn to b so absorbed in my own career... i m so worried so many obstacles in front of me waiting for me to overcome... but fortunately he's there to guide me esp when i face difficult days, like today... attempting to do some simple edging job... was feeling groggy but still went ahead to do some work... was on my last job at the last stage of fitting the lens into the metal frame when i discovered there were scratches on the lens!! omg at the last junction n all this shit.. so disappointed w/ myself for failing to complete a simple job :( sometimes its juz not the day... i think every1 needs some force to push them to be better n there's this unknown energy that makes u feel alive...

always feel a need for drinks but some1 dun like it... n his stomach probably cant take it anyway now... so going to drink w/ my frenz heez... but so irritating... was supposed to meet fen n the rest to go to 1 night stand but apparently last minute got cancelled n no go... hmmm... its always lidat... but what to do?! pray that tml wun get 'cancelled'