pain~

so terrible... woke up w/ headaches almost every morning... they r so bad that u dun wanna get out of bed n today was the worst! no1 at home to help me or even bother... what's life?? i cant get rid of it..... to add on my back ache is back~ omg is there a better timing? all this stupid pain made me unable to meet my fab 3 today?!!

i cant say which is more disappointing... unable to meeet my girlfrenz or the fact that he doesnt even know all this?? he's all about his work work n work... i dunno what's gotta happen but i think i need to make a decision at this point....

i kinda gotten the answer...

counting down:
32days to starting work!! arghh...