yet another disappointment

is it cursed or what? every1 disappoints... 1 following another... i arent sure if i can get out of this... life sucks... i dunno what i shld do when u attempt to plan something n all fails juz bcoz of that 1 person.... is it me hallucinating or what? i wish i can get an answer pls... only if he could read this... mayb this is retribution... i wun let my tears flow juz lidat... i wun.......