Everything that's Real

Thursday, June 23, 2005

life is a vicious cycle

sometimes i wonder... it is status that impt to some1?? i get so confused... i think alot n i can get too deep in my thoughts... its funny how women can be weird creatures.. i do surprise myself at times... i recall one of my close frenz telling me...

she was going out w/ 1 of her guy fren... average-looking but i can say his fortunes r more than what u think it is!! not that she cares for the $$ that he has in his wallet... they were going out for alittle while... den suddenly things changed... he kinda stopped contacting her... y? it puzzles me, what the hell are men thinking?! i mean though they arent officially a couple so what?! that doesnt mean u can ignore some1 like that... it kinda shows how serious u can get... he sorta treated her like shit but she liked him anyway... once again what the hell is that guy thinking?! he shld be condemned... although i still hope that he will return to her soon...

its so subtle the line b/w dating n being together in a relationship as a couple... (read defintion of a couple: a man and woman paired) it puzzles it me alot, what's that line for anyway?

i mean u can go out together as a couple dating n b contented about it.... there would nv be any committment nv any downside of the relationship... wun it b easier that way?? only happiness n nv any sadness... i know what alot of ppl think... if a guy can b lidat he do that to many other gals right coz in the beginning there's no promises anyway... well.. mayb that's the only downside.. but at times when u feel lost, sick or juz down, there he is to comfort u n make ya day brighter, isnt that what you wan??

but when u r together in a relationship, the comittment is enough to kill u... its not like u dun luv that person, but u tend to put everything at risk... things r nv ever-lasting.. u juz make use of what's there... mayb u may even tend to take things for granted after a while... its nice to know that there's always some1 there to stand by u no matter what happens, be it a bad day, or juz simply sweet moments to share ...

life is a vicious cycle, sometimes i wish i was in the 1st choice, at times the latter.. i dun envy the ppl who r in god damn sweet relationship be in 4 yrs or 4 months... i luv the way i m now.. i dun worry about quarrelling. arguing etc...

i seriously luv the status i m now, simply nowhere... there's no1 to snatch away my memories n neither can u!! waiting to gloat at me?! that's gotta b a long wait till i fall into yet another transition zone...

for now i honestly enjoy going to work n my after-work relaxation indulgents!! heez...

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