i 'wish'

i feel weird in e stomach... not as in e feeling of a tummy-ache coming up but as in getting unknown emotions... its like sick in e stomach, v disturbing, but i cant get it away...

i wish i had a better stand at this but i dun... unfortunately.... life is always like a see-saw, sometimes its high up in e air at other times its juz right at e bottom.. i kinda understand e description of "getting swallowed by the ground is better than what it is now"... i m serious... no1 likes the feeling of being down there.. i hate it!!

i have so many wishes
i wish:
1. i didnt take it so seriously

2. i didnt have such a serious mood swing problem

3. i knew what i was doing

4. time could juz stop 60 minutes ago

5. n forget some things.....



there's so much more "i wish"...

i dun think i can get them fulfilled, its juz a fantasy.......

mayb some nice fairy would grant my wishes, but i know it will always b a mystery...

life juz dun have so many answers for u to unravel...