i think i m abusing my body... seriously destroying it...

i m stuck with a sore throat... i think its a throat infection which i use to get it all e time when i was in sceondary sch... in e past, it always hit e larynx which in turn makes me having to croack for at least 5 days... it didnt hurt in e past as i guess it was higher up in the vertical tube... i m glad this time round it didnt get to the voice-box but it realli hurt v much... e soreness is killing me.. e first 2 days i avoided oily, fried food like anything but it didnt help to recover faster, so in e end i took roast duck, pan-fried fish fillet, deep-fried chicken dices n wanton oh, wth........ mayb tml i will pile up on e milo that i have been missing so much... omg, realli damaging the temple....

i have no idea why mayb i shldnt b wearing focus n&d... or mayb i have been wearing lenses for way too many hours n way too often... as a result too much water have been retained in my eyes, everything is blur, my vision is so distorted esp with my lenses, changing them to dailies didnt help either... omg.... ppl will start to mock if they know what line m i in... even i feel ashamed of myself... i dun blame e consumers for not wanting to wear specs when their eyes dun feel well, i only mock at them for e fact they r not able to get nice glasses for themselves... what a shame if u r not willing to pay for them too n good luck if u continue to wear c/l n pray that u dun get ulcer... meanwhile i m also praying that my eyes will heal soon, coz i think my accom spasm is worsening, i cant clear images as fast as i used to... :(

n my stomach... almost everyday i wake up having a tummy-ache, not those that diahorrea kind but those gastrics-kind... mayb its e late supper meals or its juz e plain irregular meals... i am not sure.. probably a big hole in my tummy lining? i would count that out of my mind.....