Everything that's Real

Monday, February 28, 2005

my weekend~

long time since i logged on... pretty boring recently, it seems no1 wans to leave any comments anymore... sob... mayb i m getting to bcome a more boring person... anyway juz came back fr m'sia, had somethings to attend to but fortunately, i had time to go to the beach n skipped class today!! haha luckily heard fr lilian that today's lesson arent impt n anna yeo didnt mention anything... phew! but seriously, i also dun care if she makes a big deal out of it...

managed to tan a little n not get burnt! i really dun care if i get skin cancer after this... coz its the tan that matters.... but the unfortunate thing is that my tan arent that even!! oh no.......... but whatever is done is done... hmmmm.... not the prettiest beach that i have gone to but one of the quietest 1s, so peaceful n kinda tranquil... picked up some beautiful seashells n say quite alot of hermit crabs, nv really seen them in my life, thought that they were realli beautiful.. gotta wait for tml's sun to dry them properly...

now gotta go n prepare myself for thur's life science test, realli cant stand that module coz its juz so difficult....

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

fyp shit~

been rather bz recently... all the fyp rubbish.... so time-consuming n plenty of stuff to complete... the dateline is less den a week... n i m stuck with all the nonsense that i was supposed to finish long b4 hand... y?? this is a kinda difficult time... i hope everything will pass soon... n pray that the lecturers will not give my grp a hard time during ppt time...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

50 things

1. What is your name? - casey
2. What color shirt are you wearing now? – red spaghetti-strap
3. What are you listening to right now? – ning xia
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number? - 60
5. What was the last thing you ate? – mian xian
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? - pink
7. How is the weather right now? – dark?
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? - mummy
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? – body built
10. Favorite Food? – sirloin steak
11. Favorite Drink? - wine
12. Favorite soda drink? – root beer
13. Favorite place to shop? – orchard rd
14. Hair Color? – reddish-brown, my hairstylist’s choice
15. Eye Color? – brown, there’s no asian w/ black eyes, trust me..
16. Do you wear contacts? – yup, otherwise cant get around
17. Top or bottom? - ??
18. Favorite Month? – apr.. my bday, yea
19. Favorite Fast Food? - mos buger, yoshinoya, mac, kfc, actually I eat them all
20. Last Movie you watched? – Elektra, free tix..
21. Favorite Day of the Year? – 4 apr
22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? – no, nv
23. Summer or Winter? – summer, den I can suntan..
24. Hugs or Kisses? – hugs r comforting, kisses r intersting
25. Chocolate or vanilla? - choco
26. What do u wear to bed? - my fav la senza
27. What time do u slp normally? – no idea, 12?
28: What colour is ya manicure? – clear
29. What colour is ya pedicure? - currently pink, juz did it on 13th
30. What books are you reading? – some dispensing bk
31. What's on your mouse pad? – stupid qn
32. Favorite Board Game? – dun play that anymore..
33. What did you do last night? - dream, n attempt to do my fyp stuff
34. What do u luv to change most about yourself? - my irritatable attitude
35. Who inspires you? – smart ppl
36. Butter, Plain, or salted popcorn? – heavily buttered n salted 1s
37. Fav breakfast? - porridge w/centurt eggs n 'yu shen'
38. Favorite Flower? – tulips, roses n lilies
39. What do you say when you wake up in the A.M? – good to b alive
40. Do you still talk to your best friends from high school? – of coz, they keep me down to earth
41.What's on your desk? – my flowers
42. Rock Concert or Symphony? – both!
43. Play or Opera? - play
44. Have you ever fired a gun? – attempted to
45. Do you like to travel by plane? – of coz, I love travelling
46. Right-handed or Left-handed? - right
47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter? - chunky
48. How many pillows do you sleep with? – 2 n plenty of cushions
49. Country, City or state u were born in?- boring Singapore, w/o any beautiful beaches
50. Ever hitchhiked? Dun dare to

wine..

juz realisde something... its been some time since i realli blogged seriously... so tired recently, dun eralli have the energy to type anymore... with all the fyp, individual projects blah blah blah... its all so draining, mayb meanwhile can hae the opportunity to lsim down... haha...

recently muz b having too much to drink, getting all groggy and starting to lose my memory... oops... i arent a good drinker but realli cherish all the oportunities whereby i can have a nice drink... though i wasnt barred fr drinking in the past, i didnt appreciate them as much as now.. but honestly, its an expensice hobby... if any1 who likes a good cuppa can try asking me... hmm... singapore do have come nice plaves where they serve nice wine..

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

cny blues

hmmm... seems alittle bored but still trying hard to blog... past few days have been so hectic... so much things happening around me... omg dun realy have time to settle down n think straight.. sometimes i like it this way, except for the rushing-for project-dateline part.. mayb going away soon... juz to rejuvenate alittle.. i wonder how ppl can survive w/o holidays?!! they need a break! mayb my body system is weaker den the rest.. i think too much, so if u see my hair growing out pls remind me to colour them b4 u see the white 1s!!

i feel weaker after all these strains, all these pressures left there for so long, no1 bothers, no1 cares... what is this coming to?? after pondering for so long, i dun get an ans, mayb i nv will... somethings r better left unsaid, left untouched... mayb that's how life becomes more beautiful...

Friday, February 11, 2005

CNY!

seems kinda long since i have new entries... kinda bz recently n boring stuff... but well new yr came n its going soon... :( went for a morning swim after a heavy breakfast on new yr's eve.. got a little tanned.... yeah! den did my dad's glasses and had the usual reunion dinner, steamboat @ home!! haha, ate my fav prawns and fishballs!! what a brillant start to getting fat.. (what happened to the things on my wish-list?) haha wanted to go chinatown after dinner but my wonderful parents were so tired that they went to bed! empty promise...

1st day of cny was kinda hectic.. left early at 9am to aunt's place... my smart father gave the wrong directions n my brother behind the wheels got lost!! how nice for a start... but whatever... managed to meet my uncle's car at some junction and found the place finally... den it was all the nicest words that u can ever say in a day... gong xi fa cai, xin nian kuai le, shen ti jian kang, nian nian you yu blah blah blah... den go to fr hse to hse n repeat everything... finally could settle down in another uncle's place, but too bad it was sooooooooo warm that i could feel sweat dripping down my back, to think that i could fall aslp under this condition... den at night went andy's place, so many gamblers but too bad i didnt know many ppl there... left within an hour... kinda boring but bo bian promise ppl to go liaoz, so there i went (somemore it was so far)...

didnt get v good slp n woke up early to slack alittle, tried to study a bit but nothing went in, my grandma came n along with my uncles, aunts, cousins... once a yr every1 would flood my hse... but its quite nice actually... i was supposed to wear my micky mouse t-shirt to welcome ppl, but somehow forgot about it... got it in m'sia fr my trip last yr... such an auspicious cololur.. haha... den that evening played cards n mahjong... hmm.. was on a winning streak initally but lost everything in the end, wah lao every yr new yr lose $$!! mayb i arent the kind who will win while gambling...

went back to work on fri... got ang bao haha!! den the whole day sell s/g all interested in the uv protection only... but whatever... so stoning away at work coz zzzzzzzzz less than 4 hrs the previous night.. den got home that day immediately knock out...

Sunday, February 06, 2005

somemore~

DO
You drink?

- definitely

You like movies?
- sometimes

You love someone?
- I luv every1!

You miss someone?
- yes---

WHAT
Are you doing now?
- dreaming

Drinks you like?
- long island, chivas, n of coz my fav -- red wine, merlot pls!

Song are you listening now?
- something fr a*mei

- HAVE -
You tried to drink alcohol?
- read the lines above…….

You go out with someone of the same sex and opposite sex?
- yah

You watch the movie White Chicks and The Incredibles?
- nah

You eaten?
- supper, not yet

- WHERE -
Did you sleep last night? - of coz… I m a pig

Did you eat last night for dinner?
- of coz I repeat. I m a pig…

Did you go for your holidays?
- ya.. muz go otherwise die early

Do you study? - I wish I can study

- WHEN -
Did you last watch a movie in the cinema?
- meet the fockers

Did you last use the computer?
- like now

You wake up in the morning what was the time?
- 8am

-WHICH -
Do you prefer reading or drawing?
- both

Do you prefer teenage or seventeen?
- seventeen.man

Do you prefer to go out with boys or girls?
- both.depends

Do you prefer computer or handphone?
- both....

LiarS~

Sometimes, things dun turn out the way i tot there were... life arent that simple n str-forward afterall.. i wonder if there's something that i can really see properly.. i detest liars, liars n liars... dun let me meet another liar.. really dun let me meet 1... nothing is the same anymore.. nothing will ever b the same anymore...

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

KinDa DisapPoinTinG

went to sch today. was going to take the bus, but somehow managed to catch my bro b4 he left sch n got him to fetch me. save me fr being late!! actually he's quite steady on the road, at least he tried to. haha. anyway got to sch n desperately trying to study for some test. wth!! somehow managed to scrap thru the day n met jiajia to attempt to 'continute' our fyp stuff. so irritating its like so much things we have to complete n yet we juz dun seem to know what to do!! i feel so lost, some1 HELP me! once again, somehow i managed to scrap thru it n got a slightly better pix of wad i shld b concentrating on.

after tat, one of my nice fren got the pay n decided to give me a nice treat at jack's place. trust me if u r an oyster-lover DUN try them at jack's place! coz it wun b as nice as what they shld b. 1stly, we ordered half a dozen of them n 7 appeared on our plate. that shld b better right? its probably to compensate us for having 2 much much smaller-sized oysters as compared to the other 5!! n they happen to appear slimy-er than the rest! not that i m freaking out but it really dun seem to b edible! n when we mentioned that to the server, she passed it on to the asst manager to 'solve' the prob, n the asst manager passed it on to another asst manager, b4 finally bringing it to the chef! think about it, theortically, if the plate of oyster have 2 pieces that arent really 'edible' any sensible person would b replacing the ENTIRE plate even though we ate the 3 already?! wth. n that idiotic manager juz volunteered to replace the 2 oysters! omg! what a stingy place! to think i use to patronise that so much in the past! i arent trying to b a miser here, but it shld b understood right? but anyway, glad that they DIDNT replace the entire plate too coz i think i probably gotta puke if i swallowed another 1! overall the steak was think good, within my expectation n done just right! thumbs up for everything except for the oyster, coz it dun seem to b as fresh as i tot... kinda disappointing...