unpleasant moments..

had a quarrel with bb last night.. realli regret it... it wasn't realli an arguement in the 1st place... till now i cannot understand what happened last night that my tears could not stop flowing... i didnt noe when it stop i just fell alsp in my bed...

perhaps there's some stupid dramatic hormonal changes or my lacrimal glands were inactive for a long time, yearning to b active once again... till now i dunno what have been causing all these emotional changes but its realli upsetting.. the results arent fascinating... edematous eyelids isnt realli that gorgeous... n red eyes werent appealing at all.. to add on to it, vision of abt 6/9 isnt fun when u r used to seeing 6/6... fortunately my make-up managed to stick on for most of the day n i dun think any1 managed to see thru it...till now i can feel my heavy lids forcing me to have only 1/3 of the aperture open...


i know something's for sure, i cannot lose bb for anything else... n not for any1 else defintely..

do not doubt the luv that i have for bb coz he's realli the most impt person in my life... i dun have to prove anything abt it, n i realli can feel bb's luv for me... regardless of what's going to happen i'm not going to let go till the day i die.. even den i know my spirits will b around u, just to make sure u r safe n sound..