omg.. ulcers~

this is the 1st time in my life that i've got such bad ulcers... its on both side of my inner cheeks... at 1st it was only 4 ulcers.. 2 on each side.. den... dunno why it started to merge.. 4 moderate ulcers became 2 big BIG ulcers!! omg... n i haven noticed if my colleague didnt mention that my cheeks were all SWOLLEN!! can u imagine?!!

my face is not skinny in the 1st place and with my swollen cheeks it appears more FAT!! n i realli look super awful... its like super-fat casey!! although i slimmed down more than 3kg but my face is like super bloated (as if i've got water retention) den it makes me look as i've gained 3kg instead!! omg... i realli cant stand looking at myself in the mirror...

the next good/bad thing is that i cant chew realli well.. quite bad... i so wanna get away from all these..