for my beautiful dream

there seems to be something wrong with blogger... or its just my computer... i CANT upload my photos... its so sickening...

1st, it was the hardisk crashing... causing me to temporarily lose some photos and the video clip of the fireworks that i've taken last month @ marina sq.. i cant upload the photos i took with bb @ sentosa... i cant load the pictures that we took with fen at raku! so many i cants... oh pls, some1 teach me how to link both the hard drive tog den i can retrieve whatever i've left in there...

been taught all the appropriate makeup today... i know its super thick, but that's the way it is... and think abt it, if the rest of my seniors can do it, why cant i?? if they can get up early to do, i think i can... (so no more 'nightlife' for me... sob sob...) cannot choing or go pub on weekdays anymore... (not that i always go) i like the feeling whereby i can slp at anytime late and wun not be bothered by fatigue the morning after.. i love the sensation at night when either alone or with your beloved ones, sitting there thinking of nice thoughts or just sharing your thoughts for what has happened recently, updating each other abt your life... meanwhile, all these having some wine or chilled beers or simply some iced-cold martini... ooooooooo... enjoy life lei... i simply adore the idea of being able to sit there and relax totally... chill...

i'm waiting for the day whereby my house will have a wide window for us to sit around... allow us to sit there and see the sunset, enjoying our drinks and not think abt anything else except beautiful thoughts..

baby, i luv u...