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went winebar for a little while last night... its quite annoying to know that the ppl there offer u a RESERVED seat and inform u that u need to give up the seat when the reservation comes in... wth... why bother to offer a RESERVED seat den... so annoying... nvm that...


recently there's this issue abt being sad..

den what is it to
party too hard?
drink over ya usual limit?
staying out later den normal?
avoiding that topic totally?
jumping at things that u nv tot u will?
laughing just a bit more?

probably its just an attempt to hide for the moment... enjoy it while it lasts... i cannot imagine what its going to be like at times.. the moment of truth might be out anytime, i just dun wanna know.. live for the moment...

i'm happy just to know that bb loves me!