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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

ThOuGhtS``

been so so busy training... and the fatigue that sets in by 8.30pm... feels that i cant leave my couch by 9.30pm... and by 10.30 i would be knocked out... wanted to watch grey's anatomy so much last night, but by 9.45 i was alreadi in bed meeting alice-in-wonderland... my goodness... so much for being an elderly with the routine of having go to bed early and waking up early...

no more late nights for me for the time being.. need plenty of rest to prevent dark rings... not too much drinks or my eyes will puff up... need alot of beauty essentials otherwise will have plenty of wrinkles after removing make-up...

everyone must be thinking "if u wanted this job initially u would have thought abt the thick make-up and hairstyle and everything..." but honestly, i nv knew it was so thick, the bun has to be so hard.. and definitely nv knew that u had to greet every1 at any time of the day... the only thing that i knew was probably the red lip-stick and bright red nail polish... at that point i realli didnt mind the red nail polish coz i luv my mani and pedis...

but i was so wrong when i met one of my frenz recently... i felt kinda 'discounted' coz there was mention of the super red nail polish and its was the v typical 'stewardess look'... i so badly wanted to say, THAT's the look that i shld have... if u think that its an embarrassment to be hanging out with a stewardess-to-be den i'm sorry... coz i'm junior and not like that some1 u know, who doesnt use such bright nail polish... but DUN belittle me! i'm sure i can win her and make u take your words back... we can be good frenz but dont doubt the ability of making me ignore u... we can 'insult' each other and make fun, but i cannot stand it when i meant business and the fact that u upset me.. its alreadi bad if u dun realise it and i'm upset that u dun even care the least whereby normal frenz shld... so be it then...

putting that aside, let me revert the 'energy' to being able to keep myself awake for the night.. bb's going home tonight... so i'm gotta be a bit bored... no1 to accompany me :( i miss seeing him (though i saw him the day b4)

meanwhile can only wait for a few more days... wait for him to return and make him bring accompany me... hehe...

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