perhaps
if that's how you luv me,i can only thank you.perhaps i haven got it,but i still appreciate it.so many times i needed you, all i had was nothing.i missed you like crazy,dun u understand? i promised not to cry,but i just cant help it.if you haven got it,perhaps its a matter of time.all i need is time...
cny
i'm so tired from all the visits today... super exhausted....its fun to b able to see so mant ppl in a day, but i juz felt that i could fall aslp anytime..
its juz not safe nowadays
the world is becoming a more n more weird place to stay in... there's lunatics running around in Singapore?? how can that be? is it bcoz we tax-payers dun pay enough tax?? a sicko stalker has been following me!! wth!!sicko!! the next time i see him i promise to take a snap shot of him n post it big on my blog!! n then, i gotta show it to the policeman n file a report at the same time.. for the last time, pls drag the sicko back to the mental institute. That's where U belong..... not loitering around bugis coz that's NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!!let me describe this sicko without a pix..wearing dark blue full framed glasses, short hair (but not those like army boys), skinny frame, always wearing the sicko long sleeved shirt though last saturday he wore a brown striped shirt.. he has a sharp chin n dodgy eyes. always avoiding looking directly in your eyes. basically all the above spells sicko... gotta take a snap shot of "it" (look: i call the sicko "it") it shall remain a it till it stops attempting to follow me home... for the last time... its a piece of shit!!
plenty more to go..
so much @ work recently... tiring me out so much that i cant realli breathe... after the holidays come the real work... everything accumulated from the 3 days have to be wrapped up upon return... well, at least its better den getting everything messed up n having to redo the entire process again..
no more grumbling... that's my new yr resolution so much that i wanna complete within so little time... i wonder if its all possible.. anyway... went up with madeline last night... seriously her 4 point is perfect... being a lady n able to do all the edging... omg... so much better den alot of guys... something to learn from...
back to s'pore
back from my trip... had so much fun that i dun wanna come back home!! honestly it feels so much @ home over there too.. luv everything over there, from the food to the polite sales ppl in the shops to ppl speaking cantonese so naturally... ahhhh wanted to stay there forever another month bet i wun b sick of it... the only thing is the traffic there.. super packed @ around 5 plus... imagine travelling less than 5km n the journey took 30 minutes!! we juz felt so bored inside n unconsciously dozed off...i think i walked so much for the past 3 days that both of my feet got so swollen... but the right foot is much worse... can feel it warm n edematous...bought what i needed for cny.. haha... though i alreadi wore 2 of them alreadi.. hehe... leave that for the 2nd day of cny.. settled things i need for cny.. mission accomplished!!shall skip shopping for @ least 2 weeks.... gotta save some money too.... spent quite abit over there... sob sob... but i cant proudly say i saved money by buying over there... yeah... gotta return there soon some time in june i hope...
here's my holiday
i'm going away for the weekend...
cant wait to go...gotta pack now...
my new closet
yeah!! i got my wardrobe!! n yes, its dark brown with white rims @ the top n bottom... it looks v nice on the outside n inside but the only thing is that its only 3 door... next time i shall ask for a tailor-made 5 door... not enough to put all my clothes nicely... mayb when i move out n i shall get a super big wardrobe.. den can share with bb... i shall occupy 80% of it n leave the rest of the 20% for u..managed to squeeze most of my clothes inside the new wardrobe... luv this new closet coz i dun need to kneel down so much to pick up my clothes... den my dresses can fit in without being crumpy... i realli like... now able to remove all the clutter from my room... more space n more airy room... yeah....
big THANK u!
its so annoying... stop stalking outside my shop on SATURDAY!! n i mean STOP LOITERING around 1km of my shop... u have no business here in paris miki!! n if u ever come in n addjust ya glasses, i shall break it!! n this is where i MUST thank koh peng kiat... coming to my rescue with just a phonecall... heez... its realli stupid of me, but realli appreciate it when he agreed to come n pick me up... so this realli shows what frenz r for... he is a true 1.. helping me the other night too... thanks for fetching me home, sorry to interupt ya plans... i swear i didnt mean it... good karma k, realli good karma... right here, i'm giving u my blessing - u know what i mean - seriously....
n i know u have given me yours.. coz he's no longer your lao gong.. haha
getting new stuff
yeah!! gotta get my wardrobe on mon!! so happy that i gotta cheer again... but b4 i get the actual wardrobe.. i got my christmas prezzie from lilian!! its exactly on the last day of christmas.. the 12th day... its a 'mini' wardrobe that can hold jewellery... omg its sooooooo cute.... v sweet colours... yellow greenish kind... with drawers also!! so gorgeous... its realli sweet coz i wanted a wardrobe for ages n she got me 1 that was a miniature.... now i got more reasons to buy new jewellery!! *wink wink...just to fill up my mini wardrobe... hehe...anyway, gotta get my actual one on mon... hope it arrives on time... its got dark brown doors n the rest i cant realli remember... seen so many that i get confused with what i bought... hope they dun send the wrong 1 though, coz i dun even remember which 1 i got... seriously
gotta do my nails already... super painful... the life span of a pedicure is getting shorter... i get so much pain from walking nowadays... think i probably need a walking stick to support myself... -choy- know u gotta scold when i say such things..
wish there's something to prevent this from happening... if it continues i cant shop as much anymore... pain..
new yr's eve
realised that want i have been doing recently is realli nothing... very thing pretty much the same.. nothing else better to do except to pack my room...something i muz complain abt the other night... it was new yr's eve... i was planning on going fullerton... full of hopes to sit in a quiet environment n welcome 2006.. i walked all the way down from suntec to esplanade n finally reaching fullerton... i was rudle stopped by one of the guards there saying the entrance was closed, its either having to turn left or right... fine, i followed the left path n walked enthusiantically to the other entrance... AGAIN, i was stopped by a sealed entrance!! wth! on of the guard once again told me we had to go to the main entrance to enter... fine!! den stupidly, we walked... finally got to the main entrance... plenty of 'bouncers' standing around the doors... den we politely asked if it was open for us to go to the lounge for drinks... the reply was," ya sure, there's a cover charge of $48 per person." WTH!! $48 per head (the number swam in my head)... immediately my reply was what nonsense is this.. u made me walk a big round n stopped me outside ya main entrance n tell me i gotta pay to enter?! u could have nicely put up the cover charge @ the pin-ups @ the other 2 entrances right?! i'm super angry regarding this incident... i mean if u put up the charges together with the entrance closure signs it would b more reasonable... coz the building itself isnt small, n walking 1 BIG round is tiring... especially when u r in heels... n the 1st guard that i met didnt even bother to tell me the shorter route to the front gate!! so maddening... n that guard @ the main entrance, sound so so snobbish... (me: nose up in the sky) shant bother abt u!**MEN pls do note that its tiring on LADIES' feet to walk in heels!! **the men realli DUN get it... if i knew i had to pay that exhorbitant charge to enter i probably wun even bother to walk that big circle n make myself so hot - literally n mentally...my lips were on the verge of cursing that bouncer.. but i knew i shouldnt... i'm v disappointed n angry over this incident.. its new yr's eve, they had to spoil my mood lidat... wth.... in the end, we walked down boat quay n settled into one of the bars that had alfresco seats... i dun even know the name of that restaurant pub, but they serve realli good kebab! seriously tasty n flavourful... wash it down with beer n wow! i luvvvvvv it.... much better compared to fullerton... bet they dun serve such things anyway...it was a blessing in disguise... if i was in fullerton den i couldnt have seen the fireworks so nicely... @ the alfresco area, it was quite cool, n i could absorbed the 3 minutes of bright sparks... wonderful... i luv fireworks... its juz so gorgeous...
It's the new year!
This is for u... its a new yr, full of dreams n hope...
there's no need for new year resolutions but i wanna list out mine...- Less -1. curse less2. grumble less3. nag less4. -hu si luan xiang- less5. cry less 6. eat less (dun scold!)- More - 1. love more2. laugh more3. learn more4. shop more 5. EARN more!!realli appreciate what u have done for me all these while.. given u so much trouble, adding so many worry lines onto ya forehead... tend to drift off thinking abt silly things, ending up having watery eyes... gotta change all these i promise.. remember what i've said? the process isnt smooth-sailing but i know u gotta try... i believe in u, n that's all that matters.
