HoNeStLy...

1. Honestly, are u in luv now?
- yuppie! i luv bb!

2. Honestly, what's on your mind?
- how to earn more in shorter time

3. Honestly, what r u doing now?
- doing all these n trying to make myself ready for a beautiful dream later

4. Honestly, what did u do today?
- went to work, taught some1 to wear c/l, rushed home for dinner

5. Honestly, do u think u r attractive?
- let's ask bb... heezz...

6. Honestly, have u done something bad today?
- cursed at some1?

7. Honestly, do u watch Disney channel?
- what do u think? i adore Mickey Mouse!!

8. Honestly, r u jealous of some1 now?
- ya, bb's colleagues, he spends more time with them den me :(

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
- spending quality time with bb n enjoying ourselves

10. Honestly, do u bite your nails?
- nope

11. Honestly, what is ya mood now?
- having a terrible h/a again, what do u think?

12. Honestly, who do u look at?
- i just wanna see bb n daddy

13. Honestly, do u have a deep dark secret?
- yah, i have bb's initials tatooed on my bum, wanna see?

14. Honestly, do u hate some1 right now?
- i totally detest that person, Joshua n will hate any1 who tries to destroy my r/s with bb

15. Honestly, who do u want to hug right now?
- bb!!

16. Honestly, do your wrists hurt?
- nope, but they have a crackling sound when i try bending n twisting them..

17. Honestly, r u in denial?
- denial that i cant recover my money n daddy is coming back tml

18. Honestly, do u want some1 badly right now?
- i wan bb!!

19. Honestly, do u like some1?
- ya, isnt that obvious!

20. Honestly, does any1 like you?
- who else?!
hehe... n i wanna tell him that i luv him!!



honestly, i stole this my friendster bulletin, owner if u r unhappy just just me a comment i will remove it*

Freaking green-eyed monster

some freaking idiot must b super jealous of whatever i have now... that is my wonderful r/s with bb.. coz for 2 days str in a row the freaking idiot (JJ which claims to b the nick) irritated me by msging me on my mobile..

the irritating msg was like
JJ: "u r all my frens n i know u all well.. she has already getting hurt n i dun wish that u r the next victim. let him luv u more then only u can feel happy"

me: "there was another gal?" (since u wanna play)

JJ: "yup, but think already passed, just let him luv u more so u wont get hurt n protect urself more. thats my advice, hope u dun min."

me: "who the hell r u? "

JJ: "pls dun ask. cos i have already promised my fren not to say anything out but i already broke my promise by telling u these...


fucking hell... (normally i dun use vulgarities but this time its over-board, way too much) use the internet sms service so that i cant trace u, n refusing to reveal who the hell u r.. trying to destroy my r/s with bb.. must b super duper green-eyed, have no choice but to try n make me uphappy as well so that i can end up like him/her..

i have a hunch to who that is.. green-eyed monsters r not going to scare me n this sour grape isnt gotta get to me.. coz u r a fucking irritating monster... what's makes u think that i will believe u when u cannot reveal who u r n 'the other gal'.. perhaps i know u but what makes u think that u know my r/s more than any1 else...

u can only make me believe u if u will tell me who u r! otherwise stop wasting my sms coz i can msg my bb with that rather than waste it on u!!

so pls continue to be jealous of it n DUN BOTHER ME ANYMORE unless u wanna tell me who the hell u r!!

unpleasant moments..

had a quarrel with bb last night.. realli regret it... it wasn't realli an arguement in the 1st place... till now i cannot understand what happened last night that my tears could not stop flowing... i didnt noe when it stop i just fell alsp in my bed...

perhaps there's some stupid dramatic hormonal changes or my lacrimal glands were inactive for a long time, yearning to b active once again... till now i dunno what have been causing all these emotional changes but its realli upsetting.. the results arent fascinating... edematous eyelids isnt realli that gorgeous... n red eyes werent appealing at all.. to add on to it, vision of abt 6/9 isnt fun when u r used to seeing 6/6... fortunately my make-up managed to stick on for most of the day n i dun think any1 managed to see thru it...till now i can feel my heavy lids forcing me to have only 1/3 of the aperture open...


i know something's for sure, i cannot lose bb for anything else... n not for any1 else defintely..

do not doubt the luv that i have for bb coz he's realli the most impt person in my life... i dun have to prove anything abt it, n i realli can feel bb's luv for me... regardless of what's going to happen i'm not going to let go till the day i die.. even den i know my spirits will b around u, just to make sure u r safe n sound..

my forgotten memories

i kinda got a shock when i heard news of my sec sch teacher passing on... its like so many thousand yrs when i graduated from there... not much memories of him, except the bushy eyebrows, fierce-looking face when the students misbehave, him having the habit of giving out test papers in descending orders (the student with the lousiest score is always 1st, so u kinda know how well u scored for that test) the deepest impression of him was when i was taking a maths test on sat (i was listening to my walkman at that time) den he stepped in n saw me listening, i panicked... (at that point i was thinking if he will confiscate my walkman)

CAN U BELIEVE IT?!

i was worried that my money will go to waste if i lost my walkman to him!!

but anyway the rest r all quite forgetable... besides those that i keep in touch with, the rest r like history to me... mayb even if u put it into text i probably dun remember anything out of it...
*perhaps it was the fall n knock i had in HF, it probably knocked some of my memories out, leaving them on the floor of paris miki n being vacuumed away by the full-time staff there..

talking abt memories... i honestly do not recall most of the names of my sec sch names...
Thousand apologies if i haven said hello when i walk past u, coz i wanna save myself the embarrassment of forgetting your name n having to explain the entire situation of knocking my head etc....

*side-tracking to the scene when i fell in HF*
as a part-time it can get quite bored if there's nothing to do... so i kpo n volunteered to put the contact lenses back into the box which was placed quite high up the shelf... so i took the wooden stool (from ikea) and climbed my way up n place the lenses back...
10 secs into putting my weight on the chair..
one of the legs gave way n i could feel myself

falling...

falling....

falling...

KOK! (hitting my head against the siltlamp table)

PAMP! (my butt hitting the floor)

n the rest of the world (johnny, madeline, annabella) came rushing into the refraction room just to see me on the floor...



ms casey is super tired now... so pls wait patiently for part II yah...
heh!!

Giant Stars 2006

i think i'm slacking too much... way too much.. the stuff i have here is way too boring... so much so that i dun even wanna read my own blog anymore...

been to mos but that wasnt as exciting as i thought.. the main point is that bb brought me there... haha.. we had fun just the 2 of us.. the rest of the world is being ignored.. lolx

just back from the recording of giant super stars.. so irritating bcoz lilian was 'kicked' out in the 1st round... actually didnt see much of her on stage also... saw her more on the tv set in the studio rather than the real person.. n i think it's kay-long.. all the contestants stood there, super awkard coz the camera is not filming u but yet u cant chit-chat on stage.. i think i will be super fidgety if i were to stand there..

back to the point of recording.. it was so boring that i could actually read eileen's seventeen magazine while superstar winner chen wei lian was crooning his love song on stage.. kelly poon was slightly better, brought some oomph into her song n pulled my eyes away from the magazine in my hands.. actually i just wanted to see if she looked the same as on tv... that's all..

as soon as lilian was not in the final 6, eileen thought there was no point in continuing to be in the tv theatre so we went for dinner opp beauty world.. had chicken rice, compliments from wei peng.. okie la i'm quite bad i ate 'ba wang zhan' n i got a free ride home... lolx..

MoS!

now i can say that i've been there n done that.
went mos last night... finally.... made bb go with me... was all up for the occasion.. actually kinda excited coz super long time nv go chiong...

b4 going mos, went to wine bos for my fav red wine.. had a btl b4 we strolled to the so-famous mos.. that new place that bb brought me to was fabulous... quiet n nice setting, great atmosphere for drinking except for the 2 korean ladies beside our table whom was obviously talking way too loud... but nvm the ladies, the wine selection is quite good.. shall b back there for another round soon.. heez...

mos... okay still not that bad, just that last night's tunes was not exactly to my liking but alright bah... but it was ladies night so at no cost just to see the decor inside that i wanted to see so much... too bad last night, the 'pure' room was having a private function, some ck perfume launch i think... n obviously i couldnt get into the vip room so whatever... i didnt realli care for that actually.. was on the 2nd level of the main room.. just watched ppl zoomed by n the ppl on 1st floor dance the night thru... didnt realli see extremely 'high' ppl... kinda disappointed.. hehe..

dmobo m900

omg!! i've heard abt this but nv got to the point of seeing the phone!

Its the hp with mickey mouse icons on it!!



this is the limited edition version
think its only available in hk n m'sia

in singpore the limited version is with silver n pink mickey mouse head icons





can u imgaine carrying one of your favourite things out, n everytime your phone rings it sounds of the lovely tunes from walt disney? it's so girlish, n i cant help falling in love with it!! argh... but the thing is that it's only got v basic function.. call me superficial but it's cute... but on the other hand, its not only icons of mickey mouse on the outside but the program apparently has some mickey mouse stuff inside....

the pros:
the thing when u miss a call n minnie mouse will apear looking sad, n when u send sms there's mickey mouse appearing with a letter..

the cons:
the camera n video function is super lagging... with some 5 sec lag etc.. haevy sms-users will be disappointed with this phone bcoz of some stupid keys etc

fell in love with the phone like me n wanna know more?
---> http://www.dmobo.com/m900

i think i'm too nice, free advertising for plenty of stuff

MouLdiNG

i'm so bored... alreadi starting to mould....

pick me up n get rid of the grim!

StEaMbOaT!

went for dinner at my uncle's place last night... was supposed to have bbq n i was so anticipating it like crazy... only to find out that they decided to have steamboat instead... not too bad of an idea...

all we had were those normal steamboat stuff...
prawns, squid, fishballs, tofu, home-made wanton, lean pork, veggies n the most scary thing - pork liver..
omg, i nv fancied pork liver.. but of all days, my mum had to choose yesterday to force me to eat a piece of pork liver!! my goodness... fortunately n unfortunately bb gave me the smallest slice of pork liver.. it was probably 1/3 of ya little pinkie sliced thin... but i pretty much freaked out.. desperately hoping that some1 would save me from the agony, i looked at bb with a super duper pitiful face... n wat a disgrace, it didnt work... but regardless i split into half n returned bb the bigger piece.. the small bit in my mouth was quickly downed with beer.. the rest of the meal was completed with singha..

YeSteRdAy n tOmoRrOw!

i met bb yesterday for dinner... went holland v to eat the 'zi char'.. didnt want to spend too much money for dinner outside.. wanna start saving some money for paying petrol...

i'm gotta meet bb for dinner tml.. n i'm contented with that..
till my 22nd birthday is due.. haha...

What's wrong with you idiot?!

To hell with the idiot who stole my parking lot this morning... f***ing bastard bring his wife n children out just to steal my parking lot!! i was waiting a full three minutes to wait for the previous car to get out of the lot n he the f***ing bastard cut my queue and squeezed his lorry into the lot WHERE I WAS WAITING PATIENTLY FOR!!

n that idiot didnt have any qualms or dun feel apologetic at all!!
u horrible creature shame to u for ya kids will grow up to be theives and when they do steal, they will get etrrible punishment n u the white hair elderly will send the black hair children to their grave!! bai fa song hei fa!