i need a break

something weird happened to me yest.. i've been getting irritated for the slightest thing recently.. be it something that some1 said at home, or some idiotic pax, i can whine non-stop... i think there's something wrong with me.. den yest it was the ultimate.. out of the blue, i just had tears pouring down my cheeks... at that point i just felt that everything n every1 had something against me.. i think the worst ppl who got it was bb n my mum... after i throw my anger n den i'll regret.. i wish i could be more tolerant n listen to others, but i get so persisent on certain things n i just cant stop n listen..

why? why have i changed so much to some1 who i dun even recgonise anymore? i think i miss me, i miss that some1 who will think of sweet thoughts for that special some1, that some1 who will sit down n listen to my mum's whinings n sort things out... i'm so sick of listening to problems now... i cant face my own family's problems.. i wanna run away... there's only so much i can do, there's only so much i can say.... i just wanna hide..

i need to rethink abt everything.. i'm just v glad that there are bb n close frenz with me to take me away from these 'nonsense' for the time being... i need a break... i'm so afraid of depression...

leaving for cape town to rejunvinate