Things on my mind~

this is the 3rd time that i'm feeling it... there's so much that i cant do n also so much that i can do...
sometimes i tell myself not to get tired of all this... think abt the big pic... but at times when i look at the big pic, i get scared.. i'm not realli ready to grow up yet.. i wish i could hide sometimes..

sometimes i feel as if i'm an ostrich...

i wanna hide but i keep putting my head into the sand without thinking that my body needs to be hiden too... that's a stupid way of doing things.. everytime when i meet with a prob i wann hide... i just wanna do somethingelse to get rid of the wrong n empty feeling within me.. but yet, i'm forced to face reality... that's how cruel life can be at times..