For my buddy in Mel~

There's so much that i wanna update u abt.. but i guess everyone is so busy with so much stuff.. i'm so up to my neck with packed flights n u preoccupied with sch n everything.. haven realli talked to u for such a long long time..

at times i'll wish for a mel flight so i can catch up with u over coffee face to face.. it seems so close but yet so far.. i always wish for e same thing over n over again.. for my frenz to be happy n i realli hope that the wish will be granted, for u..

u asked me this morning, how can things like that happen?? i realli realli cant give u an ans, although i made e same mistake.. perhaps things happen for a reason, n at e moment e reason that i can only think that e incident will make u grow stronger.. u probably think that its easy for me to say, your heart is probably breaking if not broken.. but if u didnt feel any of these den u probably didnt put in any effort in e beginning at all..

if u ask me, i'd tell u at times its easier to not ask why? coz to me this kinda truth sucks... n what's e point of finding out e answer..
u'll probably tell me, " suyin, why do u wanna live in this kinda 'real' world that u dunno anything?"
coz in my heart there's this saying -- what u dunno, wun hurt u --

but at e end of the day, i know u will grow stronger... u will overcome all these.. den when u look back it at, u will tell me n luff abt it..