It's been long..

been feeling quite sick for e past few days.. must b my gastric flu acting up again.. shld have seen e doctor just now.. said this so many times already.. but still..

dun feel at all gd today.. thank god i've got e gals to meet for lunch.. shldnt have eaten curry since i'm not well.. but wth.. dunno what's wrong with baby.. so abrupt n impatient recently... so many things that i cant do for him n i dunno how to help him...

sometimes i think its so difficult.. so difficult to live with someone n get accustomed to his living habits n requests n everything.. think he's more n more like his dad. i dunno what to do..

n e ans is not that simple..