Everything that's Real

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Bo LiAoZzzzz

after reading what i have typed in the past entry realised something... i think i m really bo liaoz... nothing better to do...

today didnt do much went to clinic to discover that my 1st px DEFAULT!! omg 2 weeks in a row i have 2 px default! how to hit my quota lidat... can some1 teach these ppl to keep to their appointments! but fortunately, 2 yr 1 optom students came n i had 2 contact lens fit... at least i achieved something useful... mayb its meant to be if i had px to do eye exam i probably fail them...

besides that nothing special at all today... juz boring, boring n more boring stuff...i tink my life is starting to bore so much... juz around sch, work at miki n my tv set when i reach home...

Monday, December 27, 2004

DuNnoE WhAt I'm doiNg~

promised ms lala tat i would add something new today... something interesting... not the previous entry... but on 2nd thought i have no idea wad to insert here...

but anyway i have got a question that i was pondering about this afternoon during my break-time...
Being a gal, would U confess ya feelings 4 a guy, some1 whom u feel attracted to n probably tell me the reason?

Kinda curious about the ans i gotta get (if some1 actually do tell me) Let me be the 1 to start the ball rolling...
-- 90% i wun tell him, unless i know that he feels the same way too... if i arent sure of his feelings i probably not reveal a single thing of my emotions... (dun sound like me right? at least for now i think this way...)

StoLeN sTufF!

happened to look into some1's friendster n peeked at this... hope she didnt mind tat i steal this from the testimonial... but if that some1 is reading n dun like me 'stealing', leave me a msg n i shall removw, coz i seriously think that its to nice a paragraph that i have to let every1 read it... :P

Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...
When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty...
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..
Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..
Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man...
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in her..
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl... When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy...
Guys wish to be her first love....
Girls wish to be his last love...

"Women are nothing but trouble, And Men are nothing but trouble seekers"

Sunday, December 26, 2004

My Wish-List

there’s probably gotta b more nonsense around here for at least another week… once again, luv me or hate me read if u wanna

My Wish-List:
1. reduce 3kg
2. get rid of my big fat zit
3. dye my awful hair
4. pay my grandma a visit (haven met her for months)
5. graduate n get my license
6. have enough $$ for my ideal holiday
7. go swimming at least every fortnight
8. have a miraculous medication to get rid of my aching back
9. let to my parents retire soon
10. have good vintage for new year’s eve

Saturday, December 25, 2004

unmeaningful info...

really bored posting some more bo liao stuff... read if u wan to otherwise just close the window... thx... that would save ya time from trying to criticise me...

1. You are mostly known as?
casey aka suyin aka heartbreaker

2. What did u last do before filling this up?
dream?

3. Are you taken/single?
v much single.. thx for every1's concern

4. People who are always there when u're bored?
ms lala? ms nicey aka ah lian?

5. What are you listening to?
my heartbeat? Haha… actually thinking of ‘chuang wai’

6. Tell me any part of the lyrics from what u're listening to?

wo xiang da kai chuang wai wo xiang bi shang shuang yan

7. Who do u hate most?
some1?

8. Prefer black, blue or white?
BlAcK of coz~

9. What kind of music do you love?
anything except techno currently into chinese pop

10. Chad Michael Murray or Aaron Carter?
only heard of the latter

11. Who r you thinking of right now?
some1 dear n close to me?

12. Most people think that you are?
materialistic, selfish, proud n probably all the pesimistic stuff

13. How do you release anger?
I whine, curse, scold, scream n continue to whine

14. The cutest male teacher in your school?
mayb alex vi?

15. The cutest female teacher in your school?
probably mo mo monster? She’s got gd dress sense n charm

16. Do you want to get married?
YES! i can even imagine having kids...

17. On ur last birthday, anyone gave you teddy?
u mean the teddy that u wear to bed?

18. What are you thinking about now?
thinking of how to earn big bucks n when I would get married?

19. One thing that you hate about yourself?
being a hard-hearted person

20. Last person who fought wif u?
GH, not physically but verbally

21.Last book u read?
newsweek, believe it or not

22. Favourite animal?
dog? rabbit at the rabbit park?

23. Have u ever been heart broken?
yes~ but i dun think it will ever b broken again..

24. What do u feel like doing now?
Zzzzzzzzz

25. Who are u chatting with now?
no1

26. Who do u want to see now?

some1 dear?

27. The boy or girl u are in love with?
dunnoe what’s this…

28. What is the last thing u want to say now?
April come fast so I can get my license, n get some1 to hire me n den drop me some $$ so I can go travel to see more of the world…….

ChriMas Is HeRe~~

sorry des... didnt replay ya msg... told ya about it alreadi k musnt b angry about it... too bad i cant otherwise it would probably b more fun right! haiz... cant go coz haveclass at 8 n gotta work n pocket seems to b alittle tight... but anyway that's not the point now...

yesterday was christmas eve, didnt do anything much went to work at suntec n after work went up with some fren n went for a drink at a quiet n yet not so quiet place... shant mention where otherwise every1 would probably flood there... heez like real... had my v late dinner there n shared a few drinks... i thik its more fun to sit down with close frenz on such a day whereby u know its gotta b so crowded everywhere.. den chit-chat a little to catch up n chill...

btw today is the actual day... its CHRISMAS DAY!!! omg, sound so exciting but too bad i m gotta do some boring stuff that is going to work... back to harbourfront today... nothing bad coz i cant b with my fun colleagues ( not that those at suntec arent fun ) n i can b alittle more relaxed there n do abit of my own stuff like stare into blank space a little mayb?! heez...

Friday, December 24, 2004

a little more of me~

o1: Do you get jealous easily?
used to think no…. but I think actually yes.. esp if it some1 hu I luv plenty…

o2: What have you been doing for the past few days?
going to sch, work, meeting frenz to relax??

o3: What's the last movie you watched? With who?
the andy lau n rene liu show… with poly fren

o4: Have you cried before?
de… of coz…

o5: Have you ever been serious in love?
hu’s not serious?

o6: What is the first thing that comes to your mind now?
oh god let some $$ sprinkle down on my bed now!!

o7: Favourite Song
dunno?! Ning jing – fish leong (hope I got the title right)

o8: What are you planning to do this weekend?
spend Christmas with my loved 1s

o9: Do you club?
yeah… chinablack rulez!!

1o: Do you smoke?
u wun catch me with a cigratte

11: Any people in love with you now?
I wish…

12: Do you prefer talking on the phone or SMS-ing?
both, depends on who n what

13: Are you missing someone now?
yah…

14: What are you doing now?
listening to 93.3fm, n missing that some1 now?! (refer to qn 13)

15: When is the last time you received flowers?
dun remember I dun have many romantic frenz…

16: One word to say about you.
irritating…

17: Name your best friends.
Miss lala


18: Who do you wanna kiss now?
haha~

19: In love with anyone now?
hahaha~~

2o: One person whom you wish to spend your life with?
The 1 who I luv n luvs me back juz as much??

Thursday, December 23, 2004

blog (x3)

so much for blogging... kinda interesting n yet kinda boring... so much to say n yet so little to reveal... its like my own space n yet not v much like my own space... ppl blog to allow readers to comment? i suppose so... put up some little info about themselves n their daily lives...

so much for putting up a human traffic counter... less than 400 hits so far... not that i have been counting.. heez... been stressed up recently... or shld i say i always feel stressed up... i think alot of my sec sch ppl now i cant withstand stress.. i break down... so much for trying to be strong... probably no1 would believe... the phrase goes again... whatever.... dun seem to sleep well recently whether its at home or at frenz place... pretty tired physically but the mind dun stop running... nightmares surface is there some1 cursing me or something?

today's clinic was terrible, that ng q.w. is so miserable with his marks... gave me a 6/10 juz bcoz my 4 trial lenses were all over the table n claimed that my management plans were not clear enough... what the heck? but at least he gave me a 7 for the contact lens fit.. thank god i probably wun meet karen wang this sem... she's so much meaner this sem, i heard... but well if i really do meet her, its fate.... whatever...

kinda sleepy now, but cant really fall asleep coz some1 haven reply my msg!! how can any1 not reply asap?! what the heck......

Monday, December 20, 2004

monday again~

hmm... kinda surprising how friendster n blogging can make the world so small... thx jervis... i cant access to ya blog but anyway long time no see... n hongkian too...

yesterday went shopping at orchard... omg so many ppl... the air was so still tat if i didnt wear heels i would probably on the ground in no time... i cant believe how ppl can actually loiter without any motive in town... didnt manage to buy anything yesterday but watched 'the world without theif', not bad but my guess is tat most ppl wun like it... its kinda touching in a romantic sense... after tat went marche for lunch, my stomach would have burst if i swallowed 1 more oyster... den went for a drink later into the night, imagine 2 ppl sharing a bottle of wine, tat was a wonderful 2002 shiraz merlot cabernet, long time since i actually tasted a nice 2002 wine... finished tat n omg almost couldnt wake up in time for class this morning, made my dad to drive me to sch... so stoned in the morning... den omg after class trying to make my way to work n... i realised i dun have my wallet wit me not to mention any ez link... what a disater monday morning... i dun believe it... hope tat i didnt drop it anywhere else except for my dad's car, coz i dun think i left it at home.. gotta double-check later or i b in deep shit...

i dun believe theres such digusting ppl or should i say pigs around trying out glasses in my shop!! gotta big face n keep trying on small frames n ask me if she looked good in it?! omg every time she put on the frame she have to pout her lips like dunno what man.... sooooooooo eeeeee

Friday, December 17, 2004

its fri~

went shopping with lala today... b4 tat waited for her for more den an hour with a growling stomach... wanted to meet at about 11 so that i could have spageddies for brunch... but tat woman like always go sch den tu lor... only till 1 den i managed to settle my butt into the booth seat... i think i would have almost died if i have to wait longer.. seems kinda bz today but fortunately the standard remained... heez finally after 2 days curbed my cravings for the smoked salmon pizza, omg its still as good as i imagined it to be... fell in love with it since my first bite almost 2 years ago...

walked around orchard alittle trying to find some nice clothes for cny but....... mayb feeling abit broke not really in a mood to shop... n also everytime with miss lala both of us nv fail to not make any purchases... saw some stuff which i really adored... juz like the limited edition baby-g, the pink espirit sling bag, the classic black americaya shoes, the everlasting levis jeans, the sweet-smelling moonlight fragrance, cocco-butter from body shop... argh......... so many wants.... so many things to get but so little $$!! omg how m i supposed to get these for myself as a bonus for working so hard this year?? any1 has ideas?

Monday, December 13, 2004

BoRiNg ScH~~~

sch started.... sianz....... have to go to 8am class on mon!! omg~ how much shittier can it get?! haiz... starting to get more n more vulgar... covered clinic for samuel today... called me at 6.30am n disturbed my sleep, when i was juz about to pick it up he hung up! n i tot which idiot called in the wee hours... nuthing interesting in clinic today all the boring stuff.... it becomes kinda routine like... how i wish that i can juz get married next year after graduation, move out to my own place with the him n work as n when i like it... how wonderful can the idea get? so ideal?! omg, i seem to b getting more n more out of point... mayb i have been holidaying too much... now so broke!! juz let some1 get me out of all this n let the stress b relieved.........

Friday, December 10, 2004

mia~

managed to sneak away for 3 whole days... left everything behind (including my hp) went into m'sia again!! yes, seems boring but its not at all... kinda crazy but its really fun... we managed to get a car went fr melaka to kl to bukit tinggi... yes... omg its probably 1 of the most beautiful landscape in m'sia (though its artificial) the air there is so refreshing... 3500feet above the ground, everything is so marvellous... (except for the food) if not for it, i would probably wanna stay there for the rest of my life... its such a dreamy feeling up there, kinda misty n yet not overwhelming... it would b so wonderful to bring ya loved 1s n relax... its such an unbelievable xperience... but trust me if u dunno the roads well DUN drive up there!! but too bad for the entire trip didnt get to shop much but still its a great experience... meeting rabbits, feeding geese etc...

Saturday, December 04, 2004

omg my face~

i think i have got itchy hands... luv to disturb my pimples... on the 2nd day of my m'sia trip a huge zit popped... n omg it was on my nose!! it was getting better till my itchy fingers actually crawled to squeeze it!! n now........... there's this enormous red full-stop on my nose! what the heck~~ me n my itchy hands... now i dun even think the best medicine can cure it in 3 days? but if any1 have clues on how to reduce the redness pls tell me asap k! cant stand it anymore, now i dun even dare to peek into the mirror what a horror!!! i hate zits... n this is probably the worst 1 i can ever have 4 my entire life... i muz repeat i hate my face now......
sianz... its another day... everyday i nv fail to grumble on n on... have been having a running nose since thurs night... stop for a little while n then it continues.... so sickening... n btw i haven got to know which nice fella left me that comment... better own up or else!!

nothing much interesting at work juz tat there's a new comer at miki... dressed as a he, but my colleagues insisted tat the person is a she... if u still dun get it, our suspicion is that a 'butch' is in our shop!!! omg... mayb i m dramatic, but it seems weird... coz we cant determine the sex! i didnt really talk to 'him' at all, coz i duno how to describe it, i rather absorb myself with my own work!! but anyway, tat's not the impt point...

still have another 3 days b4 my off day... dunno how i m going to survive, but whenever i think of this its so difficult... but i guess i will b better once i get there, coz my colleagues r juz so amusing!! cant wait to go to work but yet i yearn to stay at home~ life is juz so contradictory~~~