All's well

After so many days, finally i've got gd news..

I'm feeling better, if not great! no longer r there raindrops.. only happy tots.. only things that would make me smile n the ppl around me smile..

N there is so many ppl who helped me along e way..

I appreciate u guys.. :)

Raindrops keep falling

Normally when i'm on e cab home fr e airport, i'd fall aslp in my seat.. This morning i couldnt..

I looked out of e window as i passed e familiar ecp.. the clouds were so grey, so dark.. suddenly, i could see raindrops falling onto e winscreen.. from the tiniest water drop to e point whereby i couldnt differentiate e water droplets anymore.. i couldnt even see e car in front of me.

Den it dawned on me.. this is what i'm feeling right now.. my tears wanna fall, but they just cant.. not anymore.. mayb i'm just too tired.. i could feel e pain that have pierced thru, but my tears just wun flow.. but i guess this is also a gd thing. i've had enough of puffy eyelids, edematous conjunctiva, overactive lacrimal glands.. n perhaps someone out there knows e pain n e sky is crying for me..

i've gotten myself in all this nonsense.. i put myself in such a situation n i think i dun deserve anything gd anymore.. too many mistakes, i cant forgive myself.. this is e pain that nothing or nobody can feel or take away from me..

For all e mistakes i've made, i know i cannot erase e hurt i've caused..

Regret is an understatment..

For all e boyfriends in e world

Think this will make her love u even more.. coz i'd

When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]

When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.