i m still doing it!!

1- WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
## somewhere in the west

2- LATEST ADDICTION?
## eating red, green capiscum, tomato, egg salad w/ italian dressing

3- SONG THAT YOUR LISTENING RIGHT NOW?
## jie shou

4- WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
## watching tv n doing this

5- WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT TO EAT WITH?
## madeline-- my colleague

6- IF U WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
## barbie toy?

7- WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?
## spain

8- WHATS YOUR RING TONE?
## something in the samsung phone

9-WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS?
## nice chocolate

10- WHAT R U WEARING RIGHT NOW?
## la senza

11- DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
## yup, n i sell them!!

12- WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU?
## erm... stop eating u r gaining weight!

13- CAN U DRIVE?
## yup, my p-plate days r over!!

14- WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE PLANS?
## b a good optom?!

15- FAVOURITE FILM?
## cant think of 1 at the moment

16- LAST FILM YOU SAW?
## ms congenality2

18- DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?
## u mean at a club? depends...

19- ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT?
## depends on who la, ppl i not v close to ya..

24- WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
## to b poor n helpless

25- WORST SOUND?
## my backbone creaking

26- WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
## go to the loo!

27- ROLLER COASTER, SCARY OR EXCITING?
## the latter

28- HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANS IT?
## asap!

29- ZODIAC SIGN?
## aries

30- IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
## half full always!

31- BEST PhYSICAL FEATURE?
## i try to say its my eyes coz they go up instead of drooping down

32- MILK WHITE OR CHOCOLATE?
## both!

33- DAY OR NIGHT?
## day so i can go tanning

34- SUMMER OR WINTER?
## summer, so i can go tanning

35- CAKE OR PIE?
## more of cakes

36- DIAMONDS OR PEARLS?
## diamonds nevertheless

37- SUNRISE OR SUNSET?
## can i have both?

38- HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE?
## nah

39- DO YOU HATE ANYONE?
## who dun seriously?

40- DO YOU BELIEVE IN FIGHTING?
## in the past, mayb

41- WHO DO YOU TURN TO FOR ADVICE?
## i try to medidate-- haha

42- WHAT SKILL DO YOU WISH YOU HAD?
## how to make peace with myself

43- WHERE ARE YOUR FAVORITE PLACE?
## my room, fisherman's village, equinox, raffles hotel, fullerton hotel, waterholes basically

44- WHO SENT U LAST SMS?
## some hateful person

45- LAST SMS U SEND?
## the same hateful person

46- WHAT WOULD U DO AFTER ANSWER THIS BULLETIN?
## go drinking, its friday!

i seriously luv doing this

your name - casey chong su yin

your burfdae - 4 apr

how old are you - 20+

studying in .... - no more sch for me...

the best place in your college - thought i said i arent studying now?!

the reason you are doing this - coz i like it

I love my.. - hubby-to-be

the best place you went to recently - labrador park

who did you last go out with? - my x-colleague

the best class you are ever in - optometry?

the best year you ever had - next yr?

*/ the best day you ever had - 4 apr

*/ the best people you ever hang around with - ppl who provide nice company

*/ best thing to do during lessons - last time? sms frenz

*/ you are drinking .... - red wine

*/ who do you miss? - i miss every1!! esp poly frenz

*/ your favourite color - pink

*/ any hang-around friends - pri. sch frenz n poly frenz

*/ do you scold vulgarities - of coz behind my cust.

*/ are you lame - if that makes the day more fun -- yes

*/ are you in love with chocolates - sorta, i miss my birthday's 'cake' -- strawberries w/ choco

*/ last chat online with - ??

*/ biggest regret - to trust some ppl blindly

*/ do you blog - this is my blog!!

*/ how do you describe sky - calm

*/ how much do you believe in BGR love - i wanna get married what do u think?!

*/ the most meaningful song - cant really think of 1

*/ last time you smoke - 10 minutes ago? nah... i dun touch cigarettes

*/ favourite fast food restaurant -
mac, bk, kfc, mos, practically everything.. n if u count sub-way

*/ majority color of clothes - black -- all bcoz of PM

*/ ocean or sky - the ocean n den the parasail

*/ do you cycle - yup, i like cycling except for the butt-ache

*/ do you hate people nagging at you - cant stand that!!

*/ what would you do if you are unhappy - cry

*/ the best thing to do when you are angry - do a 'black' face

*/ the last person who sent you home - my x-colleague

i love doing this~

Would you ever date someone younger than you?:
i did but i m single now, so... understand?

Ever been drunk:
unfortunately yes once... dun remind me ever again

Been in love:
yup

Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have:
ya

Gotten in a car accident?
that was in pri sch, yrs ago

Broken a bone?
nah

Had your heart broken?
yup

Last time you said I love you to someone:
dun remember

Last time you cried:
recently?

Last time you laughed:
i attempt to do that all the time

Where do you see yourself in 10 years:
stuck being an optom?, with my husband n kid?

What age do you see yourself married at?:
24 i hope

Describe your dream wedding:
go backpacking 1st den go to some luxurious locations

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? :
plenty on my bed

If you could dye your hair one color what would it be?
my hair is red + black currently..

Do you eat chicken with fingers or with a fork?
depends on the company n location, u cant be using ya fingers in some high-class restaurant right?!

What are you not looking forward to?
having no biz in the shop

Would you rather give or receive?
both? but mayb abit more of receiving side?

How many homes have you lived in?
1

One pillow or two?:
can i have more?

Do you get along with your parents?
alright

Do you drive?
yup, i no longer need my p-plate!!

What kind of car do you have?
u mean my dad? currently merc

Do you work?
yup @ PM

Your recent expenses?
trying to save for my holiday

Whats your favorite food?
the most current favourite would b salmon

Do you have braces?
nah

Who is Tokyo's prime minister??
i dun really care

How many guys/girls have you kissed?
erm...

When was the last time you went on a date?
erm...

Have you ever got in serious trouble?
in sch? nope

why is the sky blue?
coz i like it this way, calming effect

Do you trust your friends
kinda

Who was your first crush?
crush arent worth remembering

Are you the romantic type?
i guess i m

Do you love your life?
kinda

Have you ever been chased by cops?
u mean the traffic cops?

What's a secret you've never told anyone?
y shld i reveal its a secret!

Listen to radio?
yup

What station?
93.3, 92.4

Last time you saw your current crush?
i repeat, crush arent worth remembering seriously

If given a chance, where will you want to be now?
maldives, aussie

Last time when you got dissapointed?
when i cant convience the customer to upgrade lenses

Are you the type who makes the 1st move?
erm... let me think

What annoys u the most?
When customers have stupid ridiculous requirements!

another wednesday~

haven been doing much lately... seems to have a stupid illness bug around me that wun leave after so long... off-days have been a drag coz i have to stay home bcoz of that bug... its only when i stay home it keeps away... once i step out of my hse it attacks me?! can u believe it? i would go coughing sneezing my nose off... any1 has any idea what's that?!

going to work later... another day @ PM such a long week ahead of me.... cant monday come again faster? gotta get changed or i gotta b late again!!

everything's here...

i cant imagine what happened to my com?!! somehow it crashed 1 day... that explains for y i haven been updating my blog!! hate it when my com crash now that i realise the com is so important to me!!! missing out alot here recently, let me just update...

apr 24
went swimming today early in the morning... not too many ppl for a sunday morning... managed to swim only 7 laps, its was so tiring on me.. omg this means that i m losing my so called stamina... oh no.. lay on the 'beach chair' to tan for a little while it was all fine on my front side but once i flipped side the sun was gone~~ i experimented a few times n everytime i tried to tan my back the sun was out!! what's this... arent realli dark but my mum was like -aiyo the weather is so hot n sunny den u go swimming?! now become so dark u know its difficult to become white again?- well, i guess this is the age gap that we will always share.. as soon as i left the swimming pool my legs turned jelly n i couldnt realli stand properly... imagine having to walk like almost a kilometer b4 i could sit down for my brunch? as the food came i couldny realli swallow the food at all.. my nose blocked n there wasnt any taste in whatever i was eating.. but something i know, the food was terrible...

apr 22 apr 23

nothing interesting went to work as usual... wake up, work, eat, go home, slp....

apr 21
today's off did nothing but stayed at home till late... went holland v for dinner, cant remember the name of the restuarant that i went to... it was supposed to be a western seafood restuarant i had one of the soupy seafood soup which turned out blah... not as nice as it smelled... whereas the cod fish that was baked tasted better, wished that i had that too!! :( after that went wala wala for drinks.. so long since i went to that place... it appears that my fren's fren was working there as a bartender... hmm... have quite abit of exotic drinks that.. not that exotic but something that i haven drank b4.. but some advice those who dun like bitter beer pls dun try kil*****er ... (sorry ar, forgot the actual spelling, heez) the first impression is fine but its a peusdo impression coz after u swallow its got this bitter after-taste, somehow it tastes like a expensive tiger beer... heez... anyway, finally got to taste my 1st rainbow... too bad i couldnt upload the pix here coz my phone is not that high-tech yet... haha... it is so beautiful with all the layers that i didnt bear to drink it at all... i muz say that drink is much nicer than the beer.. it's got this very 'approachable' n light initial taste, warm alcoholic middle bit n a slightly sweet cherry after-taste a wonderful end for a shot of rainbow... hmmm.. muz have it again soon, but too bad not every place has this drink coz the bartender would winch at the sound of rainbow... hahahaha.. one day i would learn the contents n do one myself...

3 weeks (21 days) to starting work at PM ( n i have yet to know the location!!)

17 days to my holiday!!

chanel launch?!

apr 15
went to chanel product lauch today... was supposed to start at 9am but went in at 10am... so paisay... in a room of less than 40 ppl, its pretty obvious that who is late.... as a punishment had to sit in the front row... its pretty neat the idea of having chanel foolscap paper n a chanel pencil to take down whatever u want... too bad i didnt take them home coz so embarrasing as if i 'gian peng' the freebies... within 30 minutes it was time for tea break... yeah i thought, there would be splendid spread coz its marriott... it turned out that the spread wasnt that much, after looking at all the food i couldnt bear to touch any of them... not that appealing afterall... den continued with somemore boring talk by the chanel ppl on how to display everything blah blah... it gets quite annoying that i had to bear with all that... den fast-forward to lunch time... we were brought to their beautiful chinese restaurant... they served a typical 6 course lunch.. but oh boy, it was much much worse than i thought... if i used the j&j dinner as a gauge, this time round the standard dropped by at least 75%... so disppointing, it was basically a cheapo type of lunch, every dish was so difficult to swallow.. can u imagine who serves the kid's fish nuggets at a hotel dinner? omg?! the roast chicken was so dry, the veggies were tasteless blah blah blah... left immediately after lunch, n the door-gift was a chanel tie or scarf, one look at the chanel tie i almost wanted to say 'u can take it back'... it was a baby blue tie with the typical pink chanel logo on it... omg it was so ugly...

after that went to the travel agency to find a location for my holiday n i finally got it!! hehe shall be leaving in may for philippines!! really cant wait to leave.......

pain~

so terrible... woke up w/ headaches almost every morning... they r so bad that u dun wanna get out of bed n today was the worst! no1 at home to help me or even bother... what's life?? i cant get rid of it..... to add on my back ache is back~ omg is there a better timing? all this stupid pain made me unable to meet my fab 3 today?!!

i cant say which is more disappointing... unable to meeet my girlfrenz or the fact that he doesnt even know all this?? he's all about his work work n work... i dunno what's gotta happen but i think i need to make a decision at this point....

i kinda gotten the answer...

counting down:
32days to starting work!! arghh...

Pourquoi?

`Don't hold my hand
If u don't want it forever
`Don't hug me tight
If u meant to let go
`Don't make any promises
If u gotta break them
`Don't say u miss me
If all u think is work
`Don't say u luv me
If u still have doubts

I love u but where are u?
In the midst of all your paperwork
Pourquoi?

1 week gone~

what's this? sometimes in life it can b realli sweet, n yet it can b realli bitter.... mayb that's y life's so unpredictable... i used to think that i miss life during my sec sch, but actually i realised that ppl luv life when they r in their comfort zone... not that its bad but it can get alittle too comfortable that u wun wanna move on... i think i complain alot about anything n everything.. things like clinic stuff, work, my customers, my boss n all the s*it... mayb i talk too much n dun listen at times... so ignorant (mayb i gotta get it one day -- retribution)

i think i need alot of attention fr him but it doesnt seem that i m getting it... he's got so much at work den i feel kinda lost now... i arent that kind who likes to depend totally on some1 else but who dun like a shoulder to lean on when they need 1?? all these bitter-sweet memories will add on to whatever i get in my life... i m kinda starting to miss sch life who can help me?? he doesnt care n sometimes i dun too... the only way to console myself is that i m moving on to another stage of my life... gotta miss all the traces that i left behind but yet i cant wait to move forward n face the challenges ahead..... so contradicting again... so confusing.... so much that i wanna do w/i such a short period of time... too bad i have to little funds... that's the prob when u dun make a habit to save$$.... help some1 come manage my finance (not that i have alot of money!!)

i keep forgetting something that i wanted to say long ago, received some present surprises fr the loudest 5 in my class, my fab 3 n ryan... wonderful vouchers n realli they are of great use but too bad i haven have time to go down yet... heez... got some other nice fresh stuff too n thank u if u know what it is n who u r :)

5 weeks (35 days) to starting work~~~

yet another disappointment

is it cursed or what? every1 disappoints... 1 following another... i arent sure if i can get out of this... life sucks... i dunno what i shld do when u attempt to plan something n all fails juz bcoz of that 1 person.... is it me hallucinating or what? i wish i can get an answer pls... only if he could read this... mayb this is retribution... i wun let my tears flow juz lidat... i wun.......

juz another disappointment~

didnt do much today, went to work... so tired didnt sleep enough n dreamt alot... the day b4 slept some time after 2 n yesterday slept at dunno what time... but didnt get quality sleep... hmmm.... couldnt eat today... so worried for him... had an injection for his gastricitis on mon, got mc but still had to go to work :( so many irregular meals... so ppl out there better wake up, dun end up w/ days that u dun take breakfast.. ensure that u take meals at regular timings (me included) he has bad eating habits n always skipping meals bcoz of work... haiz... kinda like me miss meals at times esp when my branch is bz flooding w/ customers... soon it will b my turn to b so absorbed in my own career... i m so worried so many obstacles in front of me waiting for me to overcome... but fortunately he's there to guide me esp when i face difficult days, like today... attempting to do some simple edging job... was feeling groggy but still went ahead to do some work... was on my last job at the last stage of fitting the lens into the metal frame when i discovered there were scratches on the lens!! omg at the last junction n all this shit.. so disappointed w/ myself for failing to complete a simple job :( sometimes its juz not the day... i think every1 needs some force to push them to be better n there's this unknown energy that makes u feel alive...

always feel a need for drinks but some1 dun like it... n his stomach probably cant take it anyway now... so going to drink w/ my frenz heez... but so irritating... was supposed to meet fen n the rest to go to 1 night stand but apparently last minute got cancelled n no go... hmmm... its always lidat... but what to do?! pray that tml wun get 'cancelled'

delicious

start salivating~~ this was my 'cake'!! indulge, bon appetitte~

its my day!!

so fast the day is over.... no worries i got over my fowl mood before midnight struck yesterday... i didnt wan bad luck to accumulate over bday~ dun think that is v lucky either... but whatever is was i got over it so nvm... what is impt is that i feel better that's all.. heez..

b4 i forget, wanna thank all those who wished me -- wf, desmond, gh, sandy, ah lian, ann, ww, jeannie gal, jiemin, john, ryan n if i forgot ya name, so sorry but thx!!

gotten vouchers fr the loudes 5 in my class n my fab 3 n ryan, thanks for them will use them wisely, went to the shop today but didnt find anything i like... thankfully the vouchers r valid for a yr.. didnt do much today... went great world to catch miss congenality 2 wasnt as great as the debut but still rather funnie though i thought that the plot was kinda dumb.. what loanshark but whatever.... b4 that had a late lunch @ crystal jade, the fish in my set meal was terrible... so 'salty' n the captain didnt even ask if the meal was okay when she saw 90% of the meat was stil left on the plate when she cleared it! omg is this service? like dumb dumb... i dun think i was this idiotic when i was serving 3 yrs ago... n moreover she is so much older den me... shld b more experienced but wth?!? otherwise the rest of the meal was still mangable... somehow i still prefer the branch @ holland v.. feels better n taste better?! nothing much @ great world that interests me so left after the show... den can u imagine it was time for dinner alreadi? so crazy having to stuff so much in the stomach when what i had for breakfast was a small portion of the bread.. ended up @ raffles hotel for buffet dinner initially wanted to go paris but it was so inconvenient... stupid ms has to go under renovation for all these shit, i m bet that biz still wun b that gd after all that... let's juz wait n see.. it was beautiful inside that cafe restaurant.. nice ambience w/ suitable lightings... too bad my pix turn out a little dark but i will remember that in my mind have them all imprinted inside... they actually have a piano inside with a live singer.. almost had the urge to ask if i could play a piece juz for fun... but decided not to disgrace myself, instead sat there eat my desert n boy their desert is juz so gorgeous!! strawberries, ice cream etc.. almost heavenly how else can i describe it...

6 weeks (42 days) to starting work

what nonsense~

it sucks seriously... i mean how can ppl piss me off lidat... not even salesgirls at the counter piss me off lidat... always last minute 1... n expect me to listen to him all the time... wth... so angry, yesterday alreadi last minute didnt go for the fashion show n everything is alreadi not going the way i tot it would b... now what the shit, so upset... how can he expect things lidat... its not like an air-stewardess being on stand-by every1 has their own group of frenz n what is this? i realli dunno....... so tired of it, take things for granted n all the shitty ego... i dun wanna flare up seriously it doesnt help... i hate it, mayb i shld juz stay in my bed tml n not even attempt to step out of it....

this is me b4 i leave my hse~

sch's over

omg the com is crazy... its so irritating juz like how i couldnt go for the runway fashion show... its all ya fault wf!! once in a blue moon u get invitation to the show n u missed it~ u owe me 1 (better start considering sharing ya $500 isetan voucher or buy me drinks soon) n better not let me know if u went to work for j & j... n to add on my great supervisor called juz as i was about to sit down to rest... made to go back to work coz there was a shortage of manpower! wth! its so tiring n it was so not bz @ HFC, pls dun let me b stationed there in the end, super boring..

went fisherman's village last night didnt come home til the wee hours... its such a great place not too crowded juz a little difficult to get there... the temp was juz right yesterday, abit windy n cooling.. as the night sets in it becomes alittle of the romantic feeling.. but too bad i was with the wrong crowd yesterday.. wad a waste?! but the food there is great, the kobe steak was excellent! juz the right texture n omg i cant describe how good it was... n can u believe it when the waiter was telling me... todays' special set will the kobe beef, i arent sure if its nice coz today is the 1st day we r selling it n i haven seen it before.. to b honest i dunno if its nice n u r the 1st customer that i m promoting to, u wanna try it? i was hesitate but i was so glad that i did! the ambience was great though having beer w/ steak was a little not so typical of me but it was a cooling treat~ after that went down to provigne to have some wine.. 1st time drinking desert wine w/o desert, pls dun try it unless u have a super sweet tooth... it was a nice wine but too sweet to my liking.. better take it w/ cakes trust me~

thurs was great too. had my last clinic session n attended j&j function @ mariott... i was told that food that wasnt that great so i went w/ extremely low expectations... but surprisingly it was slightly better den i tot... hmmm. had goody bag from j&j yeah got more lenses n the wonderful smelling lavender shower foam... not that i cant afford it... heeeeezzz... the event was not bad had some games n it was fun~ my table won the 'treasure hunt' but all we got was a bottle of sparkling juice? the games were interesting, u differentiate the ppl who knows how to play n those who dun... chris, lenette, joni, kitty... so interesting... if it was me i would probably end up in the 2nd grp... took plenty of pix so fun luckily i brought cam otherwise i would probably miss everything..... too bad i cant load the pix here~

no more sch

soooooooooooooo irritating.... so supposed to go for the lingerie runway show..... den wf couldnt make it!! omg.... wat a big waste~~ so upset but whatever~~ den juz as i was about to sit down to rest after coming back fr the temple early in the morning, my great supervisor called to me say there's a lack of manpower?! asked me to go back to work!! shit~~ i was so tired...

returned home so late for the past two days... went to fisherman's village last night... great place not too crowded luckiy it was quite windy yesterday juz nice temp.. n the kobe steak was great! at 1st the waiter was trying to promote the set dinner den he was saying u r my 1st customers... i realli dunno if the steak is nice, i haven seen it b4 today's the 1st day that we r selling this... u wanna try? quite doubtful right?! but anyway i tried it n it was perfect! super tender though it doesnt melt in ya mouth but it was great! omg that was 1 of the nicest steak that i had eaten in a long time... thought eating that w/ beer is weird but nevertheless cooling... afterall so much dunner went to provigne for some desert wine... omg it was super sweet, so much so that i couldnt drink anymore... i didnt down alot of drinks, but that was the max~~