What's THIS??

i honestly think its super amusing... i cant understand the concept the designer had when they were doing this creation? if i had juz look @ the pic only i can NV guess what it actually is........





its a pair of MEN"S socks!

off to gala dinner

yes, i pulled myself there... managed to pull myself away fr e tv screen @ 6pm n got to e salon to do my hair. like super big event have to dress up so much... did my artificial nails, wear new dress, buy new shawl etc, etc. almost didnt want to take public transport coz i seriously thought i was overdressed, realli had e urge to hop on a cab bcoz e inconvenience of not having a car to drive for e night.... ignored e stares of on-lookers everywhere fr e bus to e train to ppl on e streets... so sad had to narrow my periphery vision to a central 24degrees... if there's frenz or acquiantance who i knew on e streets will probably think i super dao.


reached grand hyatt finally... den felt better coz i know i wasnt overdressed.. didnt take alot of pic coz so many ppl i DuNnO! so akward! table of ten i only noe 2 ppl super pitiful... fortunately got few floaters keep walking around to entertain den i didnt feel so bored...


shall update soon... got plenty of things to clear up...

l@@k @ my hair!

its blur but i like it... doesnt realli emphasise my hairdo... e bottom part its actually curls n i like the top part whereby it was all pinned up, didnt reveal that my layering was super short... heez

yet another day

i have nv felt this way b4... nv ever hate going to those gala dinner... right now, i dun feel like it....... still kinda depressed to add on its a gloomy rainy day... sigh. i need something to perk me up... but where is it?

long bad day

feeling down suddenly...

waking up early is bad enough, making it a long day with boring talks n everything... total waste of my time... juz to make me more upset. mayb its juz waking up on e wrong side of e bed n not washing my hair this morning... everything juz went wrong, i hate all these... i juz regret waking up today, i realli did...

something to read

Most ppl call u:
Casey, su yin, siao eh n bestie!!

Where r u going tml:
s'pore poly

For what:
bcoz of nuoo

R u excited:
perhaps

What shampoo do i use:
organics or head n shoulders (depending on what i bring it la)

Who r u chatting with:
myself :P

What's e most annoying thing that's still stuck in ya mind:
when ppl try to steal my stuff n i cant stop them n e fact that 24 hrs is not enough

What do u wan:
$$ n respect

What r u wearing now:
my cebu t-shirt n new berms

How many bucks u have in e pocket:
none!

What instrument u play:
piano, recorder, i tried flute but not enough air, now attempting a violin hopefully i wun break my neck

Who do u luv @ this moment:
myself ... realli n those who didnt read this

Who did u luv yesterday:
myself still... pretty selfish but realli i dun care

Last yr's most unforgettable event:
that day when i discovered what i was missing

Who'd u miss:
my bestie

Can u keep a secret:
ya, for 5 minutes if u didnt mention dun tell any1else

Who's ya fav cartoon chatacter:
MICKEY MOUSE!

What r u going to do after this:
my pedicure!

Did u forget to do something today:
get ppl to send me $$

R u bored:
perhaps coz i didnt get my $$

What else r u feeling:
sick in my stomach

WHAT WAS ...
the last movie u watched:
the myth

the last tv show u watched:
i have a date with e vampie

the last song u have heard:
yi qian nian yi hou

the last thing u got as a prezzie:
a pair of beautiful earrings n a bling bling ring

the last place u went:
somewhere with my baby in e west

the last thing u heard fr ya parents:
gotta sleep

the last night u said to ya friend in person:
nite nite

horizontally challenged

eating is a pleasure, but its become so scarily wonderful that its addictive..... omg... i hate afternoon shift.. it makes me hungry @ 10pm n i dunno what to eat @ that time... its all e super filling food that i shouldnt b eating... :( i wanna cry when i look @ how i fit into my clothes, its no longer e same... sob sob... being horizontally challenged isnt fun, e magazines r all super intimidating, extremely skinny models filling all e pages, on tv shows every1 is like paper-thin...

i realli wonder if any1 is actually comfortable with their own height n weight? perhaps not... honestly i dun think so...
perhaps its time to train...

plenty to burp abt

last night had great food again!! went to e hawker beside esplanade to eat e hokkien prawn noodles... super nice....... ever since my bro bought them home i fell in luv with them... e prawn not super fresh but e noodles together with e gravy veryyyyyyy nice.... i like........ its still as delicious as i ate them e other day @ home..

but stupid auntie make ppl place order den theotically shld serve the ready food according to e ppl who ordered n paid 1st right? they had a system whereby they cook alot of e noodles @ 1 shot, den they pack it n give it to any1 who happens to stand in front (when there was NO obvious queue) smart ppl who dun wanna reek of e oil smell like me would stand @ least 3 m away but kiasu ppl would stand right beside e auntie or i shld say food... they practically stood beside e plate ready to grab it?! omg... u hungry i m also hungry lei... i waited longer time but still nv complain lei... luckily i ordered 1 small n 1 medium pack, bigger den the rest of e ppl at least can differentiate fr e rest of e small eaters... heh! so much for standing in front!

i cant imagine how i finished e entire pack without any help, but i did... omg... how did i do it?! (gasps n looks at my stomach) there's gotta b a big bulge if i continue to do this.......

den this morning went yum cha for breakfast... only 9 plus but quite crowded... more den usual, all bcoz they had a buffet from 8-11am... i didnt know abt e buffet till i got there this morning... thought it was gotta b cheap cheap since we eat quite abit... basically we had:

1. spring roll
2. deep-fried chicken with mango in beancurd skin
3. chicken wings wrapped with paper (zi bao ji)
4. deep-fried dunno what with more wrap
5. century-egg porridge (sounds gd but contain only 2 small bits of e preserved egg)
6. cha siew pao
7. siew mai
8. xiao long bao
9. steamed prok filling with scallops (something like siew mai but green)
10. pork ribs
11. chicken feet (which is not nice n i dun dare to eat)
12. har gao

i think there's more but i cant realli rememeber.
pls do feel free to salivate n consider going there to eat, so every1 can put on weight like how i'm going to... n perhaps can join me @ e pool to attempt burning them off, but pls do luv e sun or u can forget it...

still feeling bloated (like real) gotta zzzzzzzzz alreadi...

this is it...

i luv everything i have now... well almost everything except for e amt of money i have... heh! i shld b grateful i guess... starting to appreciate things around me, esp when i'm kinda running late n e train actually comes on time.. or when i get hungry there's my baby, engines waiting to roar n go somewhere for nice food.. i whine, complain n make a big fuss when something doesnt go right.. well... i also dun understand y, perhaps its e fact that woman always have more to say, thus more to talk abt that men cant stand it... but i know sometimes silence isnt ignorance, its also a form of listening n understanding... no need for exchange of words, sometimes even a grim expression also means something..


i realli cherish all i have now, i dun wan it to change. perhaps its selfish but mayb its what its all abt. i dun care, i dun need a change, @ least for now.

all e indulges

last night went with my colleagues to eat @ kim's.. supposed to b a farewell dinner for our 'uncle' is gotta go to another branch to b e in-charge...

didnt realli order alot juz enough to make me feel bloated... omg gotta b fat fat again!

basically only 5 dishes shared btw 6 of us.. we had
1. chilli crab
2. pepper crab
3. stingray
4. oyster omelette
5. prawns!

too bad e stingray was a little dry n stiff, e oyster omelette lacked something that i dunno how to describe. perhaps its to watery... but e good thing is that e prawns tasted fresh, when i sink my teeth into it, it tasted so good.... e crabs were not bad too, i cant imagine how i could put 3 deep-fried buns soaked with e chilli crab sauce into my mouth?! super duper sinful.... omg... all e oil n fats!! all into my small tummy... now its realli gotta bulge...

sob sob... overall it was quite nice but i cant forgive myself for all e indulges recently... looks like i cant bring my baby out or i gotta realli b horizontally challenged (which i seriously think i'm alreadi!!)

gotta go swimming soon, get my tan back, my healthy tan all gone bcoz of my food cravings n late nights.. cant wake up in time to swim in e morning... :(

stupid blunder

made a big blunder today!! as usual happily on my way to work reached parco abt 15 minutes earlier den dunno why looked @ e schdule while biting off my sardine puff.. got a shock, i was supposed to go plaza sing!! omg... den while chewing on my sardine puff hurried to e train station, so much for a nice start of e day...
there's realli nothing much to do @ ps, sit there n write some chart, key some chart pack pack here n there n finally got e day over..

ever since my bro brought home a pack of hokkien prawn noodles, i cant wait to taste it again... he bought it @ e eating place near esplanade... it was realli nice including e chicken wings that i tasted... too bad e other day i was alittle bloated n in a rush didnt manage to savour them properly.... somehow i also miss chicken rice suddenly... so much craving for local food n something i always miss DIM SUM!!!

freaking lady

wth... complain complain n complain... singaporeans do luv to complain... i juz pray that ya son's myopia will increase by 1.00D (layman's term: 100 degrees) every 6 months den soon some retinal detachment due to e stretching of e eyeballs, den also have some sulggish pupil movements, super deup narrow angles that no sugery done can remove e high iop, no optical lens done can fit your son... n ya son may have dry eyes that cant stand any contact lens in e eye for more than five minutes. u P*u*l*n* freak... n little, little bits of cataract will torture ya vision for years n not b removed..

i dun care abt e bad karma anymore... this is more worth it... i need to curse n too bad it all abt u...

this' for u

there's so much to see
plenty to explore..
its not enough for me
thus, everyday i yearn for more..

should 1 day i miss
i'm bound to regret..
i have no doubts
joining u is a must..

i will always remember
all deeply embedded in my mind..
everything in e future
waiting to carve them in my mind.. :)

more, more n more

i wanna cry.... i dun mind the buzz @ work, it was non-stop since 5 plus... it didnt realli matter in e beginning but as e hour went on, e pain intensified like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... somehow i was bz n i couldnt stop n rest, bending behind the silt-lamp wasnt helping @ all... but i enjoy looking @ e different kind of eyes out there.. didnt leave till almost 9pm, i can kinda understand what e rest of e optical communities' feeling, having a long day fr 11 to 9 or even later... omg i'm juz so used to e 9 hours shift now... it's like entering a comfort zone. once u'r inside its difficult to get out of e cycle...


suddenly have a craving for e prawn noodles @ esplanade, realli craving for it...

everything's pretty much e same

e pain didnt go away! i hate it... told that it due to my too upright position.. k la i luv standing super straight, not to enhance my chest but it juz makes u look taller.. but due to the stupid injury i got last yr, it didnt help when i was told that i have a wrong posture... oh pls, den some1 teach me how to stand properly den.... i juz dun wan e pain to follow me throughout my life...


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to u (yes, u know who)

if u think that's what destroyed us, up to u... i dun care anymore.. we can no longer communicate. so let it be.. if u wanna continue assuming so be it.. so many little little details u wanna recall n make a big fuss i have nothing to say.. mayb to u i'm e baddie, perhaps i realli m, if that will make you hate me, i realli can't say anymore... u like to assume anything n everything, so be it again. period.

i have had enough, all e stress building up, if there shld b a barrier i realli think its not only my fault... so wth....

i realli have had enough. period.

back ache day

so much up my sleeves recently that my back ache is back!! omg.... its realli something that u dun wan... last night i have alreadi started feeling alittle unwell when i lie on my bed this morning had to rain like crazy... den even worse, it wasnt so bad till i started work.. i practically had to remove my high heels n stand flat on the floor.. super duper uncomfortable... i wanted to lie down so much, thankfully for my colleague offered my her thigh to lie on for several minutes to ease the pain... cant stop it juz have to sit down n endure.... shall go lie down n rest... it seems to b getting worse.. comtemplating to get mc..

J&J @ dxo

e only pix @ j&j trade launch.. i'm the only one without 'define' lenses!

all the gorgeous ladies of the night... 

this beautiful lass is the 1st runner-up!! omg..


went for a 'miss singapore world' finals dinner @ novetel hotel... the old otani hotel... its all glam inside with all the tiaras, diamonds, bling blings, all of which i DUN have... sob sob.. but anyway the main star isn't me... i'm only there to watch.... the food was not bad, except for the BROCCOLI!!

idiotic meeting

so much happening since last mon. kinda lost on what to mention...

the most recent 1
went to work as usual today.. but had a meeting with some iditoic c/l lens company den super cheapo... only serve fried rice n chicken nuggets!! wth... who e hell does that?! mad la.. buy so much fr them den still treat us to cheap cheap lousy food!! den initially dun even have coffee or tea only iced water!! to add on the food is slightly warm... i honestly dislike warm food, i like HOT food! anyway the whole meeting is a waste of time. i literally didnt listen to anything they said... juz concentrated on my phone n small talk... coz it was sooooooooooooooo boring... but i did something super super stupid when i got off the cab on my way to the meeting location. my colleague n 1 was attempting to close the door den dunno if its the door that's fast or my finger abit retarded... my finger stuck between the door!! den nvm abit pain den the when i raised my finger to examine the damage n all i saw was red fluid!! omg, non-stop bleeding ike crazy... it was till e point whereby it could even spill to the floor. within a few minutes mayb its my imagination, but i started feeling numb, it swelled, the skin turnedr pinkish, pain n basically more pain... almost on the verge of fainting.. till now 5 hour later still like bleeding...

bz bz bz

there's been so much event going on for the past week... dun realli have time to update on e on-goings. but something's for sure... i luv my baby.. actually both my babies.

gotta go to work soon, n there's a meeting later... hopefully there shall b good food den i can have enough energy to update my blog tonight..
postpoing my day off to tml... but that's ok, coz i shall sleep realli late n eat good food again!!

praying for energy to last me till 11 tonight.