so many trips~

been going around so much that i haven been home for what seems like a long long time... i think my mum misses me so much n yet at times i feel there's only so much time i can spend at home.. i'm always around when she's at work and when she's done with work i'm out of the house.. i think it's been ages since i smelled my own bed.. i think i talk to my mum more on the phone den i see her in person.. perhaps only 2 hrs in a week...

sometimes i hate long flight... coz i wun be around in sin... not that i'm afraid if he'll go out with some other gals but more like missing seeing him... i nv thought that i miss home... not until i did fra-jkf... that week was a long one... but i'm thankful that jess was on my flight... but still i enjoyed jkf.. so many things to do and so little time.. i didnt even take any photos on my cam... wth... i forgot to bring it out...

i'm doing another long flight on wed... think i might miss home too... 10 days without smelling my bedsheet... argh.... wun be able to smell bb's bed too... but there's a good thing.. i dun need to pick up after leaving my stuff around... lolx... i hate picking up after myself.. that's what bb always say... i leave things around and always in a mess.. so the person who always pick things up for me is him! heh! u r stuck now baby..

just came back from kl yest... was stuck at the custom for 30 mins. cant take it... stupid cars have to follow my pattern... i was thinking i was leaving m'sia at an unholy hour and yet there's so many cars doing so too... wth... waste my time n petrol... fortunately i wasnt behind the wheel for the 3 hrs drive... lolx.. poor fella... suffering at my refusal to drive on m'sia highway... let's wait for another trip next month.. i cant wait...

It's U!

It's u that i luv
The one that i wanna spend the rest of my life with..
U hate it when i share this...
But i think the whole world to knows..

U mean so much to me,
But yet there's so little that i've done..
Ya sacrifices are endless..
There's nothing that i wan more..

I think its a great gift..
The best gift that any1 have given me..

N that's U,
you r the present and future..

Trouble~

I dunno why it has to happen to me... it sucks... sometimes it takes mistakes to wake u up... this isnt sch whereby u can just use liquid paper n erase the mistake... this is when ya job is at stake... the feeling sucks... i just hope that things arent that serious as i think it is... sigh... that's abt all that i can describe now...

i'm praying for hope n leniency...