Decisions..
Sometimes i feel when we r u in a zone tt so familiar, so comfortable tt u dun wanna leave..
I've been thinking for quite a while.. i feel as if i'm in a dilemma.. shld i stay or shld i just leave.. is e grass greener outside? I wonder...
How it is so easy to fall in this area whereby u know u can survive (enough for u to keep a job).. But of coz which job wun make u complain?? even a little?? its common for ppl to stay in this comfort zone tt doesnt render any more "IQ" or more effort??
Its easy to see time fly with each outstation "assignment" tt u have scheduled.. how gd it is to see tt with e kinda fun u hv each day n yet see yr bank acc adjust itself at e time each month?
These days i think to myself.. will i be able to do it? tear myself away fr this lifestyle n den adapt myself to something tt is more mandant n routined??
I know i made a promise.. I intend to keep it for e sake of our happiness. i know it will be gd for me... eventually.. young as can be, i cannot be selfish n playful anymore..
soon.. e time will come, when all of this is over.. i know i will miss e days.. whereby i can just lie in bed n do nothing.. n yet i know tt i still hv e ability to feed myself..
right now, i cherish each time when i get to stay in a nice hotel whose bed is not mine..
bcoz..
perhaps..
this might b e last time i ever get to lie in it..
I've been thinking for quite a while.. i feel as if i'm in a dilemma.. shld i stay or shld i just leave.. is e grass greener outside? I wonder...
How it is so easy to fall in this area whereby u know u can survive (enough for u to keep a job).. But of coz which job wun make u complain?? even a little?? its common for ppl to stay in this comfort zone tt doesnt render any more "IQ" or more effort??
Its easy to see time fly with each outstation "assignment" tt u have scheduled.. how gd it is to see tt with e kinda fun u hv each day n yet see yr bank acc adjust itself at e time each month?
These days i think to myself.. will i be able to do it? tear myself away fr this lifestyle n den adapt myself to something tt is more mandant n routined??
I know i made a promise.. I intend to keep it for e sake of our happiness. i know it will be gd for me... eventually.. young as can be, i cannot be selfish n playful anymore..
soon.. e time will come, when all of this is over.. i know i will miss e days.. whereby i can just lie in bed n do nothing.. n yet i know tt i still hv e ability to feed myself..
right now, i cherish each time when i get to stay in a nice hotel whose bed is not mine..
bcoz..
perhaps..
this might b e last time i ever get to lie in it..
