E world is changing..

I feel tht e world is becoming more unhumane and unforgiving..



This afternoon I went to e clinic to get a blood test, numbing my left arm.. not exactly feeling fantastic. went for yoga and den bought a putting mat for my dad. its was peak hour rush as i was trying to walk to e bus-stop to take a bus home (pls dun ask me y i'm taking a bus n not driving!!)



I was minding my own business, with my hp in my left hand trying to msg bb abt dinner n den my right hand was preoccupied with my shopping bag (present for dad) and my own big handbag.. this couple was walking down e str towards me, i looked up and saw tt there was a small gap btw them tt i could walk thru, therefore i continued with my msging n walking at e same time.. But then, e stupid idiotic man just decided to ramp into my left shoulder (Ouch!!). I seriously believe tt it was on purpose and he had e cheek to scold "c*** b**"?!!!

Intially, i wanted to turn back n give him my piece of mind.. then i tot of what my yoga teacher just preached in her class.. (to turn negative tots into positive ones) i just walked on, rubbing my sore left shoulder.. but honestly.. i realli just wanted to wish tt he got a dislocated shoulder from banging into me while walking.. bcoz.. i think e pain lingered for quite a few moments..


so old man.. for yr info, i did wear my glasses out.. just tt i choose to ignore u this time.. n e next time i'll still ignore u... (tt's for e vuglarities tt u used on me)


i cant help feeling.. if singaporeans (or e world) has become an unfriendly, unhumane n unforgiving.. for these little things in life..

perhaps, its technology tt has brought us apart.. we rather face e monitor den talk to a human being.. n sometimes i'm one of e culprits..

Love - A bitter-sweet Addiction

Love is a bitter-sweet addiction.

Recently, I've put this little phrase tog with my nick on msn.
and one of my frenz asked me,

"Why is love a bitter-sweet addiction?"

Simply bcoz when 2 ppl have an argument, the feeling in yr heart is a bitter sensation. something tt may or may not have been necessary but either or both party would have felt negatively. For myself, I simply do not enjoy arguments. coz it irritates me greatly n affects my day/work.
I find it annoying practically unavoidable and yes, bitter.

But think abt it, after u get over e argument or make peace with each other. most of e times, e disagreements occur bcoz of e luv for each other? n once u go pass this barrier, e relationship is strengthened n e bond is closer. n when u can actually see this point, yes, love is sweet.

To me, love is a v impt factor in my life. it shapes u as a person n makes u grow with each day.
Therefore to me, its like an addiction, a positive addiction.

Though it is a bitter-sweet addiction, I'm willing to go thru it coz to me, c'est la vie (this is life).

Langkawi Trip!!

Right now in the airport.. awaiting my trip to go to LANGKAWI!!!

Yippie.. 3 days in e resort.. going to take a gd break...